About an hour before the doors opened, a museum representative named Tamisha came out, counted off the first one hundred people by marking them with little yellow stickers, and announced that anyone who didn’t have a sticker would be turned away. However, she assured those one hundred people that they would all get in to see October, even if it ran beyond the 5:00 p.m. cutoff time.

The 103rd person in line was a man who claimed he’d come all the way from Croatia to participate in Sorrow, to which Tamisha replied, “You should have come sooner.”

In protest, the man tore off his clothes, curled up in a ball on the sidewalk, and screamed like someone auditioning for a role in a horror film until Security came and took him away.

All the commotion set a tone that Eli called “unbefitting for the last day of such a beautiful experience.” He asked me to hold his spot, wandered off for a bit, and came back with five big boxes of doughnuts that he passed out to everyone in line.

At first I didn’t take one because I didn’t want my fingers to be sticky when I held October’s hands, but Eli had anticipated that problem and also had a bag of little, individually wrapped moist towelettes. He passed those out too.

I was as nervous walking in on the second day as I had been on the first. Maybe even more so, because I was second in line behind Eli and had much less time to mentally prepare. In fact, I was already standing beside the computer screen rereading the rules when the massive shades fully disappeared into the ceiling.

Eli was still in with October when I opened my voice memo app and once again pushed record. What can I say? I’m a rebel.

I approached the door as soon as I saw Eli exit, then I waited for Security to wave me in, and I entered the room.

October was wearing the same dress she’d had on the day before, except in a different color. This one was a light, shimmery blue, and the tint in the shattered panes seemed to match the dress, though I was fairly certain it had been a pinkish rose color twenty hours earlier. Her hair was down this time, and she had a tiny gold beetle on a chain around her neck.

I slid quietly into the chair and took a mental photograph of October’s expression so I would be able to notice if anything changed once she realized I had returned.

My hands were cold from standing outside, and I rubbed them together to warm them up before I touched her. Then I did what I’d done the day before. I slid my palms underneath her palms and closed my fingers around her fingers. And something did change. I saw it. The flash of a smirk, so scarcely perceptible, so minuscule a stranger would have never noticed it. But I wasn’t a stranger. I knew the subtle nuances of her face, and in that half an instant I saw it sneak up on her, and I saw her immediately pull it down.