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Chapters (38)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Sarah Ash
  3. TITLE PAGE
  4. COPYRIGHT
  5. DEDICATION
  6. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  7. NOTE ON OPERA AND OPERA SINGERS IN BEL’ESSTAR
  8. PROLOGUE
  9. CHAPTER 1
  10. CHAPTER 2
  11. CHAPTER 3
  12. CHAPTER 4
  13. CHAPTER 5
  14. CHAPTER 6
  15. CHAPTER 7
  16. CHAPTER 8
  17. CHAPTER 9
  18. CHAPTER 10
  19. CHAPTER 11
  20. CHAPTER 12
  21. CHAPTER 13
  22. CHAPTER 14
  23. CHAPTER 15
  24. CHAPTER 16
  25. CHAPTER 17
  26. CHAPTER 18
  27. CHAPTER 19
  28. CHAPTER 20
  29. CHAPTER 21
  30. CHAPTER 22
  31. CHAPTER 23
  32. CHAPTER 24
  33. CHAPTER 25
  34. CHAPTER 26
  35. CHAPTER 27
  36. CHAPTER 28
  37. CHAPTER 29
  38. CHAPTER 30

He felt the Prince’s fingers absent-mindedly stroke his hair… a gesture that once had meant so much and now seemed no more than an old habit, not yet abandoned.

‘Amaru,’ said Ilsevir again. ‘Look at me.’

He could not disobey. Trembling, Khassian raised his head. The sickly-sweet smell that had tainted Ilsevir’s breath had gone; his skin had lost the translucent grey pallor of the last days of his illness.

‘You are looking in the… the very best of health, Altesse.’

‘My physicians tell me my recovery is nothing short of a miracle. I feel young again, Amar. My sight is clear. I’ve been riding. I’ve even sailed the barque on the lake.’

‘We were all praying for your recovery.’

‘And your prayers were answered.’ Ilsevir placed his hands on Khassian’s shoulders and raised him to his feet. ‘I feel renewed, Amar. Reborn. To come so close to death… It made me reflect on what I had done with my life. But he opened my eyes. He made me see the meaninglessness, the emptiness, of my existence… That’s all behind me now.’

He. Girim nel Ghislain. The golden dream of the past, in which Khassian had been floating since he had entered the Royal Apartments, popped like a frail soap bubble.

‘Come, sit with me. Let’s talk.’ Ilsevir gestured to a couch of brocade, golden and black.

‘Talk?’ Khassian glanced around, wondering where the unseen listeners were concealed.

‘As we used to.’ The Prince leaned comfortably back, one arm over the corner of the couch; Khassian sat, as he was bidden – but on the edge.

What was there to say? Khassian remained silent.

‘My poor Amaru. You’ve suffered needlessly.’

Ilsevir’s fingers touched his bruised face; he winced.

‘Put it all behind you. The suffering. The pain. Come back to me. Resume your rightful place at court. Be my court composer again.’

Ilsevir still knew how to speak seductively, still knew how to charm.

‘And the charges against me?’

‘All dropped.’

‘On what conditions?’

Ilsevir flicked one hand dismissively. The glint of a rose-red jewel caught the candelight.

‘The details can be discussed later.’ The jewel was cut in the shape of a rose. Carnelian, with a blood-ruby at its heart. The thorn-pierced heart. Symbol of the inner circle of the Commanderie.

‘And my hands?’ Khassian slowly raised them to show the Prince. ‘How can a court composer perform his role with hands like these?’

For an instant he saw a expression of repugnance pass across Ilsevir’s calm countenance – a breeze glancing across limpid water. Then the Prince’s eyes fixed on his, ignoring the burned hands.

‘You are still that rare creature, an intuitive. You can direct, conduct, instruct others. Who else in Bel’Esstar has your sensitivity, your musicianship? Not even old Talfieri. Of course there’s Lissier… but his style is brash, unrefined.’

‘What if I refuse?’