Contents ( 18)
- Dedication
- CONTENTS
- ILLUSTRATIONS
- 1ST STANZA BEAMQUAKE
- 2ND STANZA THE PERSISTENCE OF MAGIC
- 3RD STANZA TRUDY AND MIA
- 4TH STANZA SUSANNAH’S DOGAN
- 5TH STANZA THE TURTLE
- 6TH STANZA THE CASTLE ALLURE
- 7TH STANZA THE AMBUSH
- 8TH STANZA A GAME OF TOSS
- 9TH STANZA EDDIE BITES HIS TONGUE
- 10TH STANZA SUSANNAH-MIO, DIVIDED GIRL OF MINE
- 11TH STANZA THE WRITER
- 12TH STANZA JAKE AND CALLAHAN
- 13TH STANZA “HILE, MIA, HILE, MOTHER”
- PAGES FROM A WRITER’S JOURNAL CODA
- Wordslinger’s Note
Susannah thought it over. In the wilderness of rocks and gaping crevasses, the hyenas cackled. The wind was numbing, but the pain that suddenly clamped her midsection in its jaws was worse. She saw that same pain on Mia’s face and thought again how her entire existence seemed to have become a wilderness of mirrors. In any case, what harm could such a promise do? The chance probably wouldn’t come, but if it did, was she going to let the thing Mia wanted to call Mordred fall into the hands of the King’s men?
“Yes,” she said. “All right. If I can help you get away with him, I will help you.”
“Anywhere!” Mia cried in a harsh whisper. “Even …” She stopped. Swallowed. Forced herself to go on. “Even into the todash darkness. For if I had to wander forever with my son by my side, that would be no condemnation.”
Maybe not for you, sister, Susannah thought, but said nothing. In truth, she was fed up with Mia’s megrims.
“And if there’s no way for us to be free,” Mia said, “kill us.”
Although there was no sound up here but the wind and the cackling hyenas, Susannah could sense her physical body still on the move, now being carried down a flight of stairs. All that real-world stuff behind the thinnest of membranes. For Mia to have transported her to this world, especially while in the throes of childbirth, suggested a being of great power. Too bad that power couldn’t be harnessed, somehow.
Mia apparently mistook Susannah’s continued silence for reluctance, for she rushed around the allure’s circular walkway in her sturdy huaraches and almost ran to where Susannah sat in her gawky, balky cart. She seized Susannah’s shoulders and shook her.
“Yar!” she cried vehemently. “Kill us! Better we be together in death than to …” She trailed off, then spoke in a dull and bitter voice: “I’ve been cozened all along. Haven’t I?”
And now that the moment had come, Susannah felt neither vindication nor sympathy nor sorrow. She only nodded.
“Do they mean to eat him? To feed those terrible elders with his corpse?”
“I’m almost sure not,” Susannah said. And yet cannibalism was in it somewhere; her heart whispered it was so.
“They don’t care about me at all,” Mia said. “Just the baby-sitter, isn’t that what you called me? And they won’t even let me have that, will they?”
“I don’t think so,” Susannah said. “You might get six months to nurse him, but even that …” She shook her head, then bit her lip as a fresh contraction gusted into her, turning all the muscles in her belly and thighs to glass. When it eased a little she finished, “I doubt it.”
“Then kill us, if it comes to that. Say you will, Susannah, do ya, I beg!”
“And if I do for you, Mia, what will you do for me? Assuming I could believe any word out of your liar’s mouth?”