Contents ( 18)
- Dedication
- CONTENTS
- ILLUSTRATIONS
- 1ST STANZA BEAMQUAKE
- 2ND STANZA THE PERSISTENCE OF MAGIC
- 3RD STANZA TRUDY AND MIA
- 4TH STANZA SUSANNAH’S DOGAN
- 5TH STANZA THE TURTLE
- 6TH STANZA THE CASTLE ALLURE
- 7TH STANZA THE AMBUSH
- 8TH STANZA A GAME OF TOSS
- 9TH STANZA EDDIE BITES HIS TONGUE
- 10TH STANZA SUSANNAH-MIO, DIVIDED GIRL OF MINE
- 11TH STANZA THE WRITER
- 12TH STANZA JAKE AND CALLAHAN
- 13TH STANZA “HILE, MIA, HILE, MOTHER”
- PAGES FROM A WRITER’S JOURNAL CODA
- Wordslinger’s Note
His voice was rising steadily, and although Eddie was still looking steadfastly down, his whole body had begun to tremble. He could feel his eyes bulging in their sockets and the cords of strain standing out on his neck. He could feel his balls drawn all the way up, as small and as hard as peach-pits. Most of all he could feel the desire to spring across the room, as effortless as a ballet dancer, and bury his hands in Calvin Tower’s fat white throat. He was waiting for Roland to intervene—hoping for Roland to intervene—but the gunslinger did not, and Eddie’s voice continued to rise toward the inevitable scream of fury.
“One of those women went right down but the other … she stayed up for a couple of seconds. A bullet took off the top of her head. I think it was a machine-gun bullet, and for the couple of seconds she stayed on her feet, she looked like a volcano. Only she was blowing blood instead of lava. Well, but it was probably Mia who ratted. I’ve got a feeling about that. It’s not entirely logical, but luckily for you, it’s strong. Mia using what Susannah knew and protecting her chap.”
“Mia? Young man—Mr. Dean—I know no—”
“Shut up!” Eddie cried. “Shut up, you rat! You lying, reneging weasel! You greedy, grasping, piggy excuse for a man! Why didn’t you take out a few billboards? HI, I’M CAL TOWER! I’M STAYING ON THE ROCKET ROAD IN EAST STONEHAM! WHY DON’T YOU COME SEE ME AND MY FRIEND, AARON! BRING GUNS!”
Slowly, Eddie looked up. Tears of rage were rolling down his face. Tower had backed up against the wall to one side of the door, his eyes huge and moist in his round face. Sweat stood out on his brow. He held his bag of freshly acquired books against his chest like a shield.
Eddie looked at him steadily. Blood dripped from between his tightly clasped hands; the spot of blood on the arm of his shirt had begun to spread again; now a trickle of blood ran from the left side of his mouth, as well. And he supposed he understood Roland’s silence. This was Eddie Dean’s job. Because he knew Tower inside as well as out, didn’t he? Knew him very well. Once upon a time not so long ago hadn’t he himself thought everything in the world but heroin pale and unimportant? Hadn’t he believed everything in the world that wasn’t heroin up for barter or sale? Had he not come to a point when he would literally have pimped his own mother in order to get the next fix? Wasn’t that why he was so angry?
“That lot on the corner of Second Avenue and Forty-sixth Street was never yours,” Eddie said. “Not your father’s, or his father’s, all the way back to Stefan Toren. You were only custodians, the same way I’m custodian of the gun I wear.”
“I deny that!”
“Do you?” Aaron asked. “How strange. I’ve heard you speak of that piece of land in almost those exact words—”