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Chapters (6)
  1. Cover
  2. Sojourn
  3. Title Page
  4. SOJOURN
  5. Acknowledgements
  6. Biographical Notes

Outside, the sky was pale. ‘This is Kreuzberg!’ Faqrul announced. ‘That way no man’s land,’ he said, wheeling around for a second. We resumed walking, staying parallel to the overhead bridge of Görlitzer Bahnhof. I stopped to study a Mercedes-Benz; it was a model I’d seen and even got into as a child, a 250. It looked un affected by the seasons. Behind it was a small car: the excitement of confronting something you don’t know is very like the excitement of recognising something you were familiar with long ago. ‘What is this?’ I asked. It was new to me, and incredibly old. Faqrul tried reading its name, but I think he was bluffing when he said: ‘It’s an East German model.’ There was a hint of pleasure in his words. It could have been a Soviet make. Self-sufficient, redundant.

‘Come,’ said Faqrul, beckoning. He’d stopped before a board. It had flyers pinned to it. ‘See,’ he said. I flinched. It was a photograph of a nude woman. I flinched not because it was obscene. But what did he have in mind? Was this an avuncular initiation? The photo was black and white. The woman’s outlines – breasts, shoulders – were rounded, soft. It was from 1923. I could guess at enough of the text to understand it announced an exhibition of erotic pictures from the time. ‘See?’ said Faqrul; I paused at the eyebrows, pale nipples, and navel. 1923 meant nothing; the woman was in a ‘now’ and all else was irrelevant. ‘And this one,’ he said, pointing to another poster. ‘Off-theatre. Something out of the way.’ I didn’t know what the poster said. I imagined what ‘off-theatre’ implied. ‘This board,’ he said, gesturing with a hand, ‘is for off-theatre.’

There was a U-Bahn to the university – the stop was named after it – but it was more straightforward to walk. Once out of the U-Bahn you had to get your bearings. With the road, you kept going till you came to a fork – then you went right.

The university had come up in the fifties, but large bits were recent. The long corridor felt like a provincial airport: constant arrivals, departures, long delays. Students could take seven years to do their MAs – a reaction against fascism’s timekeeping. I dawdled in twice a week. I usually stopped by Jonas’s office. He accompanied me to mine. Sometimes, because I was Böll Professor, he introduced me to a luminary in the department. History and Culture had eminent faculty. It was on the first floor.

My office had a telephone and computer and table, and a view of other windows. I used it a few times to meet students, but mostly it was a green room to my weekly lecture. Or it was a waiting room in which I filled in forms which I then handed to my neighbour, the department’s head of admin.

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