Back So, This Is Christmas
Chapters (37)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. Twelve
  16. Thirteen
  17. Fourteen
  18. Fifteen
  19. Sixteen
  20. Seventeen
  21. Eighteen
  22. Nineteen
  23. Twenty
  24. Twenty-One
  25. Twenty-Two
  26. Twenty-Three
  27. Twenty-Four
  28. Twenty-Five
  29. Twenty-Six
  30. Twenty-Seven
  31. Twenty-Eight
  32. Twenty-Nine
  33. Thirty
  34. Thirty-One
  35. Acknowledgments
  36. About the Author
  37. What’s next onyour reading list?

“Very much.” He grinned again, looking light and happy. “Now, here. Try that perfectly non-emotional roasted chestnut you’re holding by way of reward, and tell me what you think.”

He indicated the roasted chestnut. I resumed peeling it then took a bite. To my surprise, the texture reminded me of a mushroom and it had a buttery flavor.

“And?” he asked, curious.

I made a face as I tried to determine what this reminded me of. “It tastes like . . . a sweet potato? Which wasn’t what I was expecting.”

“Not as good as the Jammie Dodgers you left for me.”

“You got them!” He nodded and I felt a mixture of pleasure and embarrassment. “They were going to be my Christmas present to you, but you were leaving . . .”

“It was a bit of an eye-opener when I saw them. Astrid would never have thought of something like that, found something I liked, and brought it to me.” He watched me closely.

“I guess we Brown women like to use food as bait,” I said lightly, but almost at once realized that it was pretty forward and not at all like me.

I looked away from him, registering the blanket of snow around the courtyard. Which reminded me. “Why ‘almost’?”

He frowned. “Is this a Finley-ism? Where you start in the middle of a subject and expect others to understand?”

“Yep.” I nodded. “On your Instagram last night, you wrote ‘Almost perfect’ about the snow. Why ‘almost’? How isn’t this the perfect white Christmas you requested?” I indicated our surroundings.

“Isn’t it obvious?” he asked. I shook my head. “Because I wasn’t with you.”

My eyes grew wide. For a moment I didn’t know what to say, I was too surprised, too happy. Then I told him the first thing in my heart. “I missed you last night. When it started snowing, I wished I could be with you, see your reaction, talk with you . . .” I bit my lip.

He relaxed and smiled and I wondered how I could have ever thought of him as anything other than the cutest boy I’d ever seen. “Then we are of the same mind,” he said. “Because I missed you, too.”

I leaned in closer. “I’m glad you came here, to Christmas for your terrible Christmas.” I said softly. Sincerely. “It turned out to be my favorite Christmas.”

“I have to confess something,” he said quietly, but with a hint of nervousness just below the surface. “I . . . I didn’t want to come here to Christmas merely because the website made it look impossibly charming.”

“You didn’t?” My voice was barely above a whisper.