Chapters (54)
- Cover
- Title
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Incident One
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Incident Two
- Chapter Nine
- Incident Three
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Incident Four
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-one
- Chapter Twenty-two
- Chapter Twenty-three
- Chapter Twenty-four
- Chapter Twenty-five
- Chapter Twenty-six
- Chapter Twenty-seven
- Chapter Twenty-eight
- Chapter Twenty-nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-one
- Chapter Thirty-two
- Chapter Thirty-three
- Incident Five
- Chapter Thirty-four
- Chapter Thirty-five
- Chapter Thirty-six
- Chapter Thirty-seven
- Chapter Thirty-eight
- Chapter Thirty-nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-one
- Chapter Forty-two
- Chapter Forty-three
- Chapter Forty-four
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
- About the Author
Then don’t keep fucking up, some part of her whispered. She gulped back tears and reached for the Scotch.
Robby moved it out of the way. Their eyes met.
“You have to get out of town,” Robby said, very clearly. “Tomorrow at the latest. Do you have any money?”
“At—” Velvet bit her lip, did it too hard because of the Scotch, and tasted blood. “Shit. Had a stash at my apartment, but it’s gone.”
“Anything?”
“Not much.” That was the truth. She’d had money at some hazy, earlier point, but there’d been cab fares and meals and a couple bottles of booze and things she didn’t remember that had seemed real important at the time. “Not enough.”
Robby looked around at her living room as if seeing it for the first time—the stereo, the CDs, the leather furniture.
“I can sell some things, but not tonight. How much do you need?”
“You—you’d sell your stuff for me?” Velvet pulled back, stunned and suspicious and strangely angry. “How come?”
Robby stood up and walked over to the stereo cabinet, opened it and touched the black components inside, little sad touches of her fingers.
“How come?” Velvet demanded again, leaning forward. “What the fuck makes you my social worker?”
Robby steadied herself with one hand on the cabinet and turned to look at her. Her eyes were blind with tears.
“Nothing,” she said. “Nothing at all.”
It was gymnastics to stand up, ballet to keep from falling over. Velvet pulled herself as upright as the alcohol would let her and pushed her tangled hair back from her face.
“Don’t worry about it. I’m getting the hell out of here, and I won’t be coming back.” She took two steps and her foot went limp as a noodle under her. She pushed herself straight off the back of a chair and tried for an exit again.
“Take anything you want,” Robby said when she’d reached the hallway. Her voice sounded so strange, so faraway. “I’ll have to leave it all behind anyway.”
By the time she got to the bedroom door, Velvet was so angry she was sick. She limped to the closet and threw back the doors, yanked clothes off the hangers and tossed them on the floor, on the neon blue bed, anywhere they’d fall. Tans. Off-whites. Browns. Muted this and pastel that, little fucking girl clothes, Jesus, didn’t she have—
At the end of the closet, shoved behind a pair of threadbare blue jeans with bleach stains, hung a butter-soft leather jacket with long threadlike fringe. Velvet slid it off the hanger, and it collapsed like a pet in her hands, purring. There was a skirt, too, short, slit up the side. She laid them reverently on the bed, staring.