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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Sleepless
  4. Sleepless
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Chapter 62
  68. Chapter 63
  69. Chapter 64
  70. Chapter 65
  71. Chapter 66
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. Dear Reader …
  74. Keep Reading …
  75. About the Publisher

The room was always dimly lit, usually by candles, but only as long as they were beeswax because the women worried about toxins. They worried about a lot: about the overuse of plastic, about the effects of social media on young girls, injustices in far-flung places, bees, abortion laws, the closing of libraries and opening of too many fast food restaurants. They turned that worry into plotting and planning, running web chatrooms and designing placards on newspaper on the floor.

The warmth wasn’t just from the candles though. It was the women, mostly in their sixties and early seventies, who refused to fade quietly into old age like their mothers had done before them, who wore bright colours and dyed their hair odd shades and dressed how they pleased. They bickered and gossiped, teasing Thea, telling her off, lecturing her, making her one of them because she never really had friends of her own age. However, it didn’t matter because she had that room with those women whenever she wanted, whenever she got a little tired of the quiet in her own house.

She wanted to see that room again.

And her mother.

Blinking back tears, Thea tried not to move. She’d seen enough horror films in her life to know that the heroine always got caught because she dropped something, or slipped, or knocked something, or sneezed. This felt very much like a film. It couldn’t be real life, could it? Her life? Her life didn’t involve running for cover, running so hard her legs felt shaky and her heart seemed huge in her chest.

She’d found a spot by a tree and some tangled, spiky undergrowth, so she’d crawled her way into it, as far as she could go, her hair caught in thorns, her hands squashing beetles, feeling them pop like bubble wrap as she pushed herself in, knowing she had to get out of sight and then she had to be very still.

So still.

A latticework of branches closed over her, like a confessional screen. Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. Only bugs would be able to offer penance. Her breaths moved a strand of spiderweb that had got caught on her jacket collar and it floated elegantly in time with her breathing.

She tried not to think. Not of the gun that Len had been reaching for under his jacket, tucked into his belt, at the small of his back. Not of the lighthouse, which they really didn’t want her to see, and what could be waiting there, hiding like her. And finally, she really, really tried not to think of the pale face at the monastery window, mouth stretched wide, a dark O of fury and the sound of bone crunching into stone.

And then Thea, in her leafy confessional, heard footsteps.

Quiet, carefully placed footsteps.