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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Sleepless
  4. Sleepless
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Chapter 62
  68. Chapter 63
  69. Chapter 64
  70. Chapter 65
  71. Chapter 66
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. Dear Reader …
  74. Keep Reading …
  75. About the Publisher

Vivian leant in, her elbow accidentally tipping up a plate that clattered too loudly.

‘I want to know more about them,’ she said. ‘Thought you might have someone I could chat with.’

Tristan ran his finger around the top of his wine glass. ‘Might do. Might do. Is this work?’

‘You could say that.’

‘Because you’ve got that expression on your face. What’s Ing Enterprises done to you?’

‘Nothing yet. I want to keep it that way.’

He smiled to himself and straightened the newspaper at the side of his plate. Vivian remembered how he’d always been like that, even in the midst of a marijuana-infused protest camp site: he’d liked his space and bit of order.

‘How’s Thea?’ he asked.

‘She’s amazing. Got her head screwed on. Don’t know where she got that from.’

An image popped up in Vivian’s mind. Thea at about six, arranging a doll business meeting, not a tea party. The meeting had been about how to give out the necessary chores in the shared house in which they had been staying that month. She had even made a list in wobbly handwriting for everyone to look at. Everyone had ignored it.

Tristan cleared his throat. ‘You know …’

Vivian glanced up to find him looking at her rather more searchingly than she would have liked. It didn’t suit him, she decided; it made him look old.

‘I always wondered. I mean, you never said but—’

‘Whose is she?’ Vivian smiled at him. ‘Mine. She’s all mine. No one else’s.’

He returned the smile with less conviction and thoughtfully swirled his wine. ‘You never said. All those years.’

What was his expression now? The lighting was so ridiculously dim in restaurants these days and Vivian couldn’t quite work it out. It couldn’t be … disappointment, surely?

He shrugged. ‘Those days, the marches, the protests, the shitty little bedsits. They seem so very far away now. Like a dream. I think I was high for most of it.’

They both gazed at each other. Their table was a white-clothed raft set adrift in a badly lit sea.

‘So?’ Vivian snapped open a menu, enjoying the sharp sound. ‘Are we going to order? Or am I to get my own table?’

‘Oh no. We can make an evening of it.’

Vivian smiled and took another sip of wine. ‘Well, let’s not get ahead of ourselves, Tristan …’

Vivian got back from her meal with Tristan later than planned, lit a joss stick, and unclasped her bra with a sigh of relief.

She reached for a nettle teabag, changed her mind and poured herself one last glass of wine. The living room floor was a trip hazard of paint pots and cardboard, leftovers from that day’s protest preparation. They needed Thea. She always had such neat lettering and a way with colour.