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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Sleepless
  4. Sleepless
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Chapter 62
  68. Chapter 63
  69. Chapter 64
  70. Chapter 65
  71. Chapter 66
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. Dear Reader …
  74. Keep Reading …
  75. About the Publisher

‘I wake up and I can’t move. I’m paralyzed, as if something is pinning me down and I’m petrified because then it feels like I’m choking.’

His hand went to his neck.

‘And I’m trying to move and I’m trying to breathe and it all just gets worse and worse. It’s over in a few minutes but I can do that a couple of times a night. Lucky I have no one to wake up, eh?’

He lowered his voice even further to a sad little whisper. ‘I’m too scared to go to sleep.’

His head drooped.

There was a pause and Harriet looked up from her tablet. ‘Right! Lovely!’ she said and Thea got the distinct impression that she hadn’t been listening. ‘Now, next. Please think of a dream or nightmare that has stuck in your head and share it with your partner.’

If she’d had nightmares, which she didn’t, nor dreams either really – but if she did, Thea would have had nightmares about the monastery. The rust staining the tower wall, spires like needle teeth and the blank dark windows where the blackness inside the old place came seeping out …

If she had nightmares, she would have had them about the pale blob of a face, only half-glimpsed.

‘I was in a cuckoo clock,’ Rosie said in a soft voice. ‘It must have come from my grandparents, right, because they had this cuckoo clock I was absolutely fascinated with as a child. Huge old thing. Anyway. I’m in the cuckoo clock having scones and tea with the cuckoo and it’s great. It’s all warm and cosy and the cuckoo is telling me how much she loves her job. She’s wearing a shawl and she’s got little glasses perched on her beak, even though her eyes are totally on the side of her head, right, so they’d be useless. Every so often she gets up and shoots out of the door to call the time, but she always comes back and we carry on having tea. I loved it in that cuckoo clock and I was really sad when I woke up.’

‘Have you still got the clock?’ Thea asked.

‘Nah. I was too little when they died. My mother sold all their stuff, used up the money. She’s a peach, my mum.’ Rosie’s smile didn’t quite convince. ‘Was. She was …’ She sniffed.

Thea started to say something but was interrupted by Ethan marching back into the main hall holding his mobile phone aloft as if it was lighting his way.

‘This is bollocks!’ He tossed the phone onto the little table they were clustered around and crossed his arms, those much-appreciated-by-Rosie biceps bulging. ‘We should be able to use our phones, like normal people. I didn’t sign up for this!’

Eye contact was carefully avoided.