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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Sleepless
  4. Sleepless
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Chapter 40
  46. Chapter 41
  47. Chapter 42
  48. Chapter 43
  49. Chapter 44
  50. Chapter 45
  51. Chapter 46
  52. Chapter 47
  53. Chapter 48
  54. Chapter 49
  55. Chapter 50
  56. Chapter 51
  57. Chapter 52
  58. Chapter 53
  59. Chapter 54
  60. Chapter 55
  61. Chapter 56
  62. Chapter 57
  63. Chapter 58
  64. Chapter 59
  65. Chapter 60
  66. Chapter 61
  67. Chapter 62
  68. Chapter 63
  69. Chapter 64
  70. Chapter 65
  71. Chapter 66
  72. Acknowledgements
  73. Dear Reader …
  74. Keep Reading …
  75. About the Publisher

They quickly checked the windows didn’t open, piled anything heavy in front of the door and then they pressed themselves against the walls on either side of a window, Rosie slumped under the sill.

Drones. To Thea, drones were wobbly, whirring things that children flew in the park, an upgrade on the old toy helicopter. Or they would one day deliver parcels, though no one was very clear when that day would come. The ones she’d read about and seen, they would not help blow up a building; they would not hunt and track and use horrible little sensors on their horrible whirring bodies to hunt down three people who only wanted to get off an island.

Thea was breathing too hard.

She tried to think of something else. And there she was. Back on the green but it was daylight, a bright winter day with just enough sun to keep the chill at bay if you wrapped up warm. There was the smell of the grass and Rosie’s chatter, and they had their lunch spread out before them, sorted into piles of “healthy”, “too healthy” and “too healthy to actually eat”. Then there was Rory with his chocolate, his stolen contraband, and in that freeze-frame of sun and with the sugary sweetness starting to melt on her tongue, in that moment, though she hadn’t realized it at the time, she’d been happy. She’d fit in.

‘We’re going to die, aren’t we?’ Rosie’s face was pale and big-eyed, her swelling and bruising still vivid blues and greens, the dingy bandage hiding the worst of it.

Thea couldn’t get her mouth to open to offer any comforting words; the signal between it and her brain had fritzed.

‘I saw a programme about field mice during a harvest,’ Rosie continued, dreamily. ‘The harvester comes, churning up all the wheat, cutting it down, rolling over it and the field mice they run, and they run but they can only get so far. In the end they have nowhere left to run. The harvester gets them. Chopped-up little field mice.’

Rosie’s voice took on a faraway quality, as if she wasn’t really talking to anyone, only herself. When she’d been little, Thea had read a book about a field mouse family who had escaped the spinning blades of the harvester, despite one of the little baby mice being ill and unable to move. She couldn’t remember now how they’d done it. But she wanted to tell Rosie about it, about how the mice could escape, after all.

‘That’s us, isn’t it?’ Rosie continued. ‘We’re chopped-up little field mice. We just haven’t quite got to the end of the field.’

She rested her head against the wall and closed her eyes.

‘Rosie, keep your eyes open,’ Rory whispered, bending to nudge her shoulder.

‘Why? I’m tired.’