Chapters (10)
We had a great deal of discourse before we quitted Jeronymo’s chamber, on this extraordinary subject. They all, as I told you, expressed their doubts, whether the lady would be able to persist in her new resolution. The marquis and marchioness gave their opinion, that she should be left entirely to the workings of her own will: and the count proposed, by way of enforcing their opinions, that neither the bishop and Father Marescotti on one hand (though religion was in the question) nor Jeronymo and myself on the other, should endeavour to prevail upon her either to alter, or persevere in, her way of thinking. Jeronymo said, he desired only one conversation with his sister alone, before he complied with this proposal.
They put it to me. I said, That several passages in her paper were of too solemn a nature for me to refuse my consent to their proposal: but, however, if I should observe, in future conversations between her and me, that she was inclined to alter her mind, and seemed to wish to be encouraged to declare the alteration, they must allow me, for the sake of my own honour, as a man, and of her delicacy, as a woman, to shew the ardour of my attachment to her, by my preventing declaration, and even entreaty.
The marchioness bowed to me, with a grateful smile of approbation.
Father Marescotti hesitated, as if he had some-thing of an objection to make; but he was silenced Q by the marquis’s saying, On your honour, on your delicacy, I am sure, chevalier, we may rely.
I am absolutely of opinion that we may, said the count. The chevalier can put himself in every one’s situation; and can forget his own interest, when a right and just measure is to be taken.
This is true, said Jeronymo But, let it be our part to shew the chevalier, that he is not the only man in the world who can do so.
You must remember, my dear Jeronymo, said the bishop, that religion is a consideration superior to all others. Shall our sister, who follows the example set her by the chevalier, be discouraged in an effort so noble? But I am willing to subscribe to the proposal, as an equal one.
Father Marescotti, said I, you must return me the paper. 1 must often have recourse to it, to strengthen my own mind, in order to enable myself to answer your expectations.
The father desired leave to take a copy of it in short-hand; and retired for that purpose.
I have no doubt but he will make great use of it with the family, and perhaps with the lady, should there be occasion hereafter. For my own part, if the noble enthusiast, when the heat of her imagination is gone off, shall persist in believing that she has a divine impulse in favour of her resolution, and that given in answer to her prayers, I will endeavour to shew her, that her call upon me to support her in it, though against myself shall be answered, what-ever it cost me.