Chapters (10)
Tell my Emily, that she is never out of my mind; and that, amongst the other excellent exam-ples she has before her, Miss Byron’s must never be out of hers.
Lord L. and Lord G. are in full possession of my brotherly love.
I shall not at present write to my Beauchamp. In writing to you, I write to him.
You know all my heart. If in this or my future letters, any-thing should fall from my pen, that would possibly in your opinion affect or give unea-siness to any one I love and honour, were it to be communicated; I depend upon your known and unquestionable discretion to keep it to yourself.
I shall be glad you will enable yourself to inform me of the way Sir Hargrave and his friends are in. They were very ill at Paris; and, it was thought, too weak, and too much bruised, to be soon carried over to England. Men! Englishmen! thus to disgrace themselves, and their country! I am con cerned for them!
I expect large pacquets by the next mails from my friends. England, which was always dear to me, never was half so dear as now, to
Your ever-affectionate
GRANDISON.
Letter XLI.
Sir Charles Grandison to Dr. Bartlett.
Bologna, May 11 22. The bishop set out yesterday for Urbino, in order to inform himself of his sister’s state of health, and perhaps to qualify the general to meet me with temper and politeness. Were I sure the good prelate thought this necessary, my pride would be excited.
The Count of Belvedere arrived here yesterday. He made it his first business to see me. He ac-quainted me, but in confidence, that proposals of marriage with Lady Laurana had actually been made him: to which he had returned answer, that his heart, however hopelessly, was engaged; and that he never could think of any other woman than Lady Clementina.
He made no scruple, he said, of returning so short an answer, because he had been apprised of the cru-elty with which one of the noblest young women in Italy had been treated, by the proposers; and with their motives for it.
You see, chevalier, said he, that I am open and unreserved to you. You will oblige me, if you will let me know what it is you propose to yourself in the present situation! But, first, I should be glad to hear from your own mouth, what passed between you and Clementina, and the family, before you quitted Italy the last time. I have had their account.
I gave him a very faithful relation of it. He was pleased with it. Exactly as it has been represented to me! said he. Were Clementina and you of one religion, there could have been no hope for any other man. I adore her for her piety, and for her attachment to hers; and am not so narrow-minded a man, but I can admire you for yours. As her malady is accidental, I never would think of any other wo-man, could I flatter myself that she would not, if restored, be unhappy with me. But now tell me: I am earnest to know; Are you come over to us (I finoxu you are invited) with an expectation to call her yours, in case of her recovery?