Chapters (10)
I believe she will go without desiring to see you; perhaps while I am here.
Thank God! a fair riddance! Thank God! But is it possible, nephew, that you could bring me off for 150/. a year? Tell me truly.
It is: and I tell your lordship, that it shall cost you no more, till you shall know how to value the comfort and happiness of your future life at more than 100/. a year: till then, the respect I pay to my mother’s brother, and the regard I have for his honour, will make me cheerfully pay the 100/. a year in dispute, out of my own pocket.
He looked around him, his head turning as if on a pivot; and at last, bursting out into tears and speech together And is it thus, is it thus, you sub-due me? is it thus you convince me of my shameful littleness? I cannot bear it: all that this woman has done to me, is nothing to this. I can neither leave you, nor stay in your presence. Leave me, leave me, for six minutes only Jesus! how shall I bear my own littleness?
I arose. One word, only, my lord. When I re-enter, say not a syllable more on this subject: let it pass as I put it. I would part with a greater sum than a hundred a year, for the satisfaction of giving to my uncle the tranquillity he has so long wanted in his own house, rather than that a person who has had a dependence upon him, should think herself intitled to complain of injustice from him.
He caught my hand, and would have met it with his lips. 1 withdrew it hastily, and retired; leaving him to recollect himself.
When I returned, he thrust into my hand a paper, and held it there, and swore that 1 should take it. If the wretch live ten years, nephew, said he, that will reimburse you; if she dies sooner, the difference is yours: and, for God’s sake, for the sake of your mother’s memory, don’t despise me; that is all the favour I ask of you; no man on earth was ever so nobly overcome. By all that’s good, you shall chalk me out my path. Blessed be my sister’s memory, for giving me such a nephew! The name of Grandi-son, chat i ever disliked till now, is the first of names: and may it be perpetuated to the end of time!
He held the paper in my hand till he had done speaking. I then opened it, and found it to be a bank note of 1000^. I was earnest to return it; but he swore so vehemently, that he would have it so, that I at last acquiesced; but declared, that I would pay the vohole annuity, as far as the sum went; and this, as well in justice to him, as to save him the pain of attending to an affair that must be grievous to him: and I insisted upon giving him an acknowledgment under my hand, for that sum; and to be accountable to him for it, as his banker would, in the like case.