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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Acknowledgments
  3. Getting Ready
  4. Part One - Autumn/Winter
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Part Two - Spring/Summer
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Part Three - London, Los Angeles, Tokyo, Milan
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Epilogue
  42. Copyright Page

‘I don’t think right and wrong really come into it any more. I just thought you ought to know. In case you were . . . interested.’

Victoria snapped back into focus. ‘In case I was thinking of looking Massimo up and telling him that he had a new little bambino back in good old London, is that it? In case I was so desperate for his money that I would take him back no matter what. Is that what you really think of me?’

Yes.

‘No. But I know you and Massimo were . . . well, for a long time you were . . .’

‘You know nothing about it whatsoever.’

The baby started to cry. Victoria stared at Christine.

‘Nothing at all.’

‘He’s crying, Victoria.’

‘I know!’ screamed Victoria, all her frustration boiling up as she brought two fists smashing down on to her knees. Thank God you’re here, she thought. If I was alone, I might hurt the baby.

It was at this point that Ben, the new father, the twenty-year-old music student, rang the doorbell. Ignoring an atmosphere that would have sent more sensitive souls running for a biohazard suit, he marched into the living room, knelt by the Moses basket, picked up his crying son and soothed him back to sleep.

Dan lived in a two-bedroom flat in Kennington – not one of the fashionable squares, but a pleasant-enough side street off the main road – with cream walls and grey carpet and a few Ikea prints here and there.

Isabelle barely noticed any of this. She waited while he paid the cab, shivering a little in her coat – the night had turned suddenly cold – and then he took her by the arm and led her through the hall, up the stairs and into his living room. The blinds were up, orange light flooding in from the sodium streetlamps, casting shadows of two figures against the wall – two figures that gradually merged into one.

They kissed, standing, for what seemed like hours, the warmth from Dan’s hands and lips soaking into Isabelle’s body, into her bones, right through her, like brandy.

‘I love you, Isabelle,’ he said when he came up for air. ‘I’ve always loved you.’

She did not know what to say in reply – she wasn’t yet sure if she loved him too – and so she kissed him again, and this time, when she opened her eyes to see his face, the smooth planes of his cheeks, the strong jawline, blond hair sticking out from his forehead, eyelids closed as if in a dream, she knew what her answer must be.

She stood back, took both his hands in hers, and said ‘Let’s go to bed.’