Back Silk
Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Acknowledgments
  3. Getting Ready
  4. Part One - Autumn/Winter
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Part Two - Spring/Summer
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Part Three - London, Los Angeles, Tokyo, Milan
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Epilogue
  42. Copyright Page

Rocky Rodean left the Royal Courts of Justice considerably poorer than he had arrived. He retreated to his gated estate in Buckinghamshire and gave strict instructions that he was not, under any circumstances, to be disturbed.

Christine returned to chambers and sent off her application to become a QC.

Second time lucky.

Two men came into the room and very quietly closed the door behind them. Isabelle and Maya huddled in the corner. ‘What do you want?’ bellowed Maya, in the voice that had made her the scourge of the Bedales hockey fields, and then clammed up with a little whimper when one of the men produced what looked like a designer Stanley knife from his trouser pocket.

He stepped towards them, the knife extended. Maya grabbed Isabelle’s arm, and pushed her forward. It was hard to know whether, in her terror, Maya was simply trying to hide behind her, or whether she was offering Isabelle as a substitute. The man with the knife advanced. He had been told not to leave the room without one of Maya Rodean’s fingers in a plastic ziplock bag.

The baby was tiny, a little yellow fledgling that had fallen too soon from the nest, its skin dusty with what looked like flour, its eyes puffed closed as if it had been beaten up. Pipes fed in and out of its body, sensors monitored every inch of its chest. Such a small scrap of life, so insignificant, and yet, it seemed, so tenacious. It had been bounced over the edge of a cliff, poisoned with morphine, ejected into the world long before it was ready, prey to every infection a London hospital could chuck at it – and yet, somehow, it was still breathing, fighting off the jaundice, its heart pumping those few precious drops of blood around its body, determined to live.

When Victoria first saw it through the plastic walls of the incubator, she felt ashamed. She, who had given up on life so many times, who had let people and circumstances trample all over her, pushing her this way and that, forcing her from one disastrous compromise to another, was put to shame by this tiny collection of bastard cells, a mistake whichever way you looked at it, that was so doggedly determined to keep breathing and growing and to cling on to life as the only thing that mattered.

‘I think I’ll call him Felix,’ she said to the nurse. ‘It means lucky, doesn’t it?’

‘Yes,’ said the nurse, wondering whether Victoria wasn’t rather counting her chickens.

‘Is he going to live, do you think?’

‘We certainly hope so.’

‘But he might not.’

‘Well, it’s too early to say . . .’

‘Thanks,’ said Victoria. ‘You see, I’m just wondering if I should tell his dad.’

‘Oh,’ said the nurse, to whom this kind of thing was all in a day’s work. ‘Well, it might be an idea.’

If she knows who it is.