Back Silk
Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Acknowledgments
  3. Getting Ready
  4. Part One - Autumn/Winter
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Part Two - Spring/Summer
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Part Three - London, Los Angeles, Tokyo, Milan
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Epilogue
  42. Copyright Page

She’d be alone, of course, but there would always be trips to LA to see Mike . . . To do shows . . . Wouldn’t there? Maybe. If she could only get to the Oscars . . . If the business didn’t go bust . . .

She stepped away from the window; it was too high, the view too great, just too much space. She drew the curtains.

She was hungry, having stormed out of Will’s place without eating, and so she rummaged through the kitchen for food.

The cupboard was bare.

Well, she’d have to go out. She didn’t mind eating alone. But eating alone in fashionable Los Angeles restaurants was rather different from sitting in an east London tandoori, being chatted up by waiters and stared at by other customers. If only there was someone she could call and go out with, just a friendly, spur-of-the-moment type thing . . .

But there was no one. She’d let them all go, and willingly. All her old friends, all the kids from Saint Martins, all the people she’d chatted and gossiped to in Hoxton Square that summer – when was it, a hundred years ago? And what was she left with? A few agents and publicists and stylists who might think it was worth spending an evening with her, unless, of course, they knew that Cissé was going down the pan. They’d all be chasing Maya now. Maya meant Laruche. And Laruche meant Tilly Ostergard. And Tilly Ostergard was the favourite for the Best Actress Oscar.

There had always been Will before . . .

Ben was at college. Dad was in Dubai. Mum . . . well, she wasn’t speaking to Mum.

And then she suddenly remembered Dan Parker, and pizzas by the river, and talking about childhood pets, dancing along the Embankment, one kiss that should have led to others but never did . . .

How long ago?

How long ago . . .

Dispirited and giddy, she let herself out of the flat. A trip to town, somewhere there was life, just to stop this horrible feeling of vertigo.

A woman was walking along the corridor, feet noiseless on the heavy carpet. She was tall, good looking, a bit older than Isabelle but no more than thirty, unless she had the best Botox in town. She was wearing a long belted suede coat, dark tan boots – they looked like Salvatore Ferragamos to Isabelle – and she was carrying a very desirable YSL handbag in blue leather. Posh neighbours Dad has, thought Isabelle, as the woman stopped and rummaged in her bag for a key.

And then she looked up, and saw Isabelle coming out of the flat. Her mouth fell open. The key, held forward, jabbed forward like a weapon.

‘Excuse me,’ she said, ‘but who the hell are you?’

‘I’m Isabelle.’

The woman frowned. ‘You’ve got a key?’

‘So have you.’

The woman stepped to the right; Isabelle mirrored her.

‘He’s not here, you know.’