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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Acknowledgments
  3. Getting Ready
  4. Part One - Autumn/Winter
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Part Two - Spring/Summer
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Part Three - London, Los Angeles, Tokyo, Milan
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Epilogue
  42. Copyright Page

Nobody looked up as they stepped from the lift. The place hadn’t changed much since last she was there. It was quiet. No one around. Must have been a big party last night, she thought. They’ll roll in at about midday, thinking that’s an early start . . . She could almost pretend that things were just as they had always been: that they were on their way to a lunch or a party, or taking a company car to the airport to catch the an evening flight to Nice, New York . . .

‘Come in. Sit down.’ He took her coat, hung it up carefully. ‘It’s been a while.’ He perched on the edge of the desk, smiling down at her as if nothing had happened. Well, thought Victoria, two can play at that game.

‘You look well, Massimo.’ He did too, damn him: no bags under the eyes, no dramatic weight loss, no balding or crow’s feet. Nothing to indicate imminent ruin. Perhaps the rumours were just that.

‘Grazie.’

He did not pay her a compliment in return. His phone rang, he grabbed it, gabbled something angry in Italian and slammed it down. He turned back to her, his lips parted in a carnivorous smile.

‘So, Victoria.’ He was looking at her legs; thank God it was far too early for them to be ruined by varicose veins and water retention. She recrossed them. ‘What do you want?’

‘You know what I want, Massimo.’

‘Ha! Always the same Victoria.’ He prodded her thigh with the tip of one highly polished black shoe. She shuddered.

‘I wasn’t talking about that. Or, at least, not only that.’ It wouldn’t do to let him think that she was anything other than majorly hot. ‘I need to talk about . . .’

‘Please do not say “us”, Victoria.’

‘Why not?’

‘There is no “us” any more.’

‘Ah.’ She felt a shiver in her shoulders, but controlled it. ‘At least you didn’t say there never was.’

‘No, of course . . .’ He waved his hand, brushing away the past like cobwebs. ‘But, as you know, things have changed.’

‘You are no longer married.’

He stood up, walked to the window and looked out, his back to her.

‘You must know . . .’

‘Massimo,’ she said, ‘I’m pregnant.’

He carried on looking out of the window. The phone rang once, the shortest of rings, and stopped. She could hear people outside the office talking, moving around. Traffic hummed past the window; in the distance, a siren.

‘Did you hear me?’

‘I heard you.’

‘Well?’

‘You must do as you see fit.’

Turn round, you bastard. Turn round.

‘It’s yours, of course. There’s nobody else.’

‘Ah.’

‘And I’m keeping it.’

For a man who believed that condoms were instruments of Satan, and who frequently insinuated that women who used birth control were little better than whores, he could hardly start arguing in favour of abortion.

‘I see.’