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Chapters (42)
  1. Title Page
  2. Acknowledgments
  3. Getting Ready
  4. Part One - Autumn/Winter
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Part Two - Spring/Summer
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Part Three - London, Los Angeles, Tokyo, Milan
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Epilogue
  42. Copyright Page

She still looked slim – thank God for Pilates and good posture – but she knew it was there, bigger every day, and soon she would have to take special care over her dress. Nothing tight . . .

On the day she found out, after staring in awe at the unambiguous blue line in the little window, she phoned Adele. She had to talk to somebody, and she didn’t think Leanne would be sympathetic. Of the three people she’d had sex with at the relevant time, Leanne was the only one who could definitely not be the fater.

‘What do you mean, it might not be Massimo’s?’ asked Adele, over bruschetta in the Harvey Nichols café. ‘How many others are there?’

‘Only one.’

‘Who?’

‘Oh, he’s nobody,’ said Victoria, remembering Ben’s broad back, his skin like warm caramel, the sweetness of his kisses as he made love to her for the fourth time in a night. ‘Just a DJ that I met at a party.’

‘Just a DJ? You mean you picked up some kid and you . . .’ Adele lowered her voice. ‘You were not . . . careful?’

‘It wasn’t planned, darling.’

‘Then of course you will do the sensible thing.’

‘Will I?’

Adele dabbed her mouth, put down her napkin. ‘Let us think about this for a moment. You do not have a home.’

‘I could, if . . .’

‘You do not have a partner.’

‘But when Rivelli finds out that he’s going to be a . . .’

‘You have no money.’

‘No, but I can . . .’

‘The only way that you’re going to get any of those things, darling, is by finding yourself a new friend. And nobody, I repeat, nobody is going to look at you with a baby hanging off your titty.’

‘It worked for you.’

‘Oh!’ Adele threw her head back and laughed. ‘Darling, that was different.’

‘It’s always different for you, isn’t it?’ said Victoria, cursing Adele for her effortless elegance, the casual way in which she wore clothes she had bought for herself, jewellery she had bought for herself.

‘But Victoria, surely you don’t think . . . Oh, no, vraiment . . .’

‘What?’

‘That he will take you back. Rivelli.’

‘Why not?’

‘Have you learned nothing?’

‘I know him, Adele. I’ve loved him for a long time, and he has loved me.’

‘My poor girl.’ Adele reached out; Victoria withdrew her hand. ‘You are making a very big mistake.’

‘I know what I’m doing, thank you.’

‘But you do not. Now, shall we have a pleasant lunch? I have said what I have to say. I do not expect you to take my advice, because you never have. But we can be friends, can’t we? Come on. It will be my treat. Choose the wine.’

‘No, thanks,’ said Victoria, picking up her handbag. ‘It’s bad for the baby.’