Contents ( 98)
- ShadowPlay
- TAD WILLIAMS
- ShadowPlay
- Acknowledgements
- Author’s Note
- Contents
- Prelude
- PART ONE
- MASKS
- 1
- Exiles
- 2
- Drowning
- 3
- Night Noises
- 4
- The Hada-d’in-Mozan
- 5
- At Liberty
- 6
- Skurn
- 7
- Chasing the Jackals
- 8
- An Unremarkable Man
- 9
- In Lonely Deeps
- 10
- Crooked and his Great-Grandmother
- 11
- A Little Hard Work
- 12
- Two Yisti Knives
- 13
- Messages
- 14
- Hunted
- PART TWO
- MUMMERS
- 15
- The Boy in the Mirror
- 16
- Night Fires
- 17
- Bastard Gods
- 18
- Questions with No Answers
- 19
- Voices in the Forest
- 20
- A Piece of the Moon’s House
- 21
- The Deathwatch Chamber
- 22
- A Meeting of the Guild
- 23
- The Dreams of Gods
- 24
- Three Brothers
- PART THREE
- MACHINES
- 25
- The Gray Man
- 26
- Rising Wind
- 27
- The Players
- 28
- Secrets of the Black Earth
- 29
- Bells
- 30
- The Tanglewife
- 31
- The Dark-Eyed Girl
- 32
- Remembering Simmikin
- 33
- The Crocodile’s Roar
- 34
- Through Immon’s Gate
- 35
- Blessings
- 36
- The False Woman
- 37
- Silence
- 38
- Beneath the Burning Eye
- 39
- City of the Red Sun
- 40
- Offered to Nushash
- 41
- Kinswoman to Death
- 42
- The Raven’s Friend
- Appendix
It was strange to step out this way, her lower limbs moving so freely. In truth, Utta felt disturbingly naked—the shape of her own legs was something she usually saw only when she bathed or prepared herself for sleep, not striding down a street with nothing between them and the world but a thin layer of worsted woolen hose.
Sister Utta had done her best not to nag at Princess Briony when the girl had become fixed on wearing boy’s clothing, although in her heart Utta had felt it was the sign of something unbalanced in the child, perhaps a reaction to all the sadness around her. But suddenly she could understand a little of what Briony had meant when she had spoken of “the freedoms men take for granted.” Was it truly the gods themselves who had made women the weaker sex, or was it something as simple as differences of dress and custom?
But they are stronger than us, Utta thought. Any woman who has been despoiled or brutalized by a man no taller than she knows that only too well.
Still, strength alone was not enough to make superiority, she reflected, otherwise oxen and growling lions would command empires. Instead, men hobbled oxen so they could not move faster than a walk. Was it true, as Briony had complained, that men hobbled their women as well?
Or do we hobble ourselves? But if so, why would we do such a thing?
Of course, women would not be the first or only slaves to aid their captors.
Listen to me—slaves! Captors! It is these times in which we live—they turn everything downside up and make us question all. But meanwhile, I am not watching what I am doing and will probably walk myself into the lagoon and drown!
Utta looked up. She hadn’t actually reached the lagoon yet, and was in fact only halfway down Tin Street, near the Onir Kyma temple—still outside the Skimmer neighborhoods. She was glad of the temple tower and the few other landmarks she recognized: she had never been this far from the castle except on the main road to the causeway when she and her Zorian sisters went to the mainland for the spring fair.
A group of men lolled in the road ahead of her, all but blocking the narrow way. As she drew closer she saw they were ordinary men, not Skimmers—laborers by the look of them, unshaven and wearing work-stained clothes. To her surprise, they did not make way as she approached but remained where they were, watching her with sullen interest.
I am used to being a woman, she thought —and a priestess at that. People step aside for me, or even ask blessing. Is this the way it is for all men? Or is there some reason they are blocking the road?
“Here now,” one of the smallest of the men said. He had a lazy, self-satisfied tone that suggested he was their leader, size notwithstanding. He pushed himself away from the wall and stood before her, blocking her path. “What do you want, little fellow?”