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  1. ShadowPlay
  2. TAD WILLIAMS
  3. ShadowPlay
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. Author’s Note
  6. Contents
  7. Prelude
  8. PART ONE
  9. MASKS
  10. 1
  11. Exiles
  12. 2
  13. Drowning
  14. 3
  15. Night Noises
  16. 4
  17. The Hada-d’in-Mozan
  18. 5
  19. At Liberty
  20. 6
  21. Skurn
  22. 7
  23. Chasing the Jackals
  24. 8
  25. An Unremarkable Man
  26. 9
  27. In Lonely Deeps
  28. 10
  29. Crooked and his Great-Grandmother
  30. 11
  31. A Little Hard Work
  32. 12
  33. Two Yisti Knives
  34. 13
  35. Messages
  36. 14
  37. Hunted
  38. PART TWO
  39. MUMMERS
  40. 15
  41. The Boy in the Mirror
  42. 16
  43. Night Fires
  44. 17
  45. Bastard Gods
  46. 18
  47. Questions with No Answers
  48. 19
  49. Voices in the Forest
  50. 20
  51. A Piece of the Moon’s House
  52. 21
  53. The Deathwatch Chamber
  54. 22
  55. A Meeting of the Guild
  56. 23
  57. The Dreams of Gods
  58. 24
  59. Three Brothers
  60. PART THREE
  61. MACHINES
  62. 25
  63. The Gray Man
  64. 26
  65. Rising Wind
  66. 27
  67. The Players
  68. 28
  69. Secrets of the Black Earth
  70. 29
  71. Bells
  72. 30
  73. The Tanglewife
  74. 31
  75. The Dark-Eyed Girl
  76. 32
  77. Remembering Simmikin
  78. 33
  79. The Crocodile’s Roar
  80. 34
  81. Through Immon’s Gate
  82. 35
  83. Blessings
  84. 36
  85. The False Woman
  86. 37
  87. Silence
  88. 38
  89. Beneath the Burning Eye
  90. 39
  91. City of the Red Sun
  92. 40
  93. Offered to Nushash
  94. 41
  95. Kinswoman to Death
  96. 42
  97. The Raven’s Friend
  98. Appendix

Vansen was puzzled. But I thought you were…crippled, you said. By what those Followers did to you.

I have recovered, somewhat. In fact, I think my recovery was caused, or at least hastened, by being in the presence of Jikuyin, battered by his voice. It would be nice to think that in capturing and imprisoning us, he has unwittingly given me back something of myself. He paused, clearly listening to something Barrick was saying.

I do not know if I have the strength, Gyir said at last. Then: Very well, you may be right. I will try. But if I grow too weak, I will cut the rope, as it were, and let the two of you fall away rather than give up my own connection.

What does that mean? Try what? Vansen asked, careful not to speak aloud again.

The young prince wants me to let you both see what I see through the eyes of the prisoner.

Can you really do that?

The fairy sat down with his back against the door, then beckoned Vansen and the prince toward him. Take my hands and close your eyes, shut out all distraction. He extended one long hand toward Vansen and the other toward Barrick, palms up, white fingers curled like the petals of water flowers. Go—take it.

Vansen did and was bemused to find nothing different, other than the obviously strange situation of holding the fairy’s chill, smooth hand.

No, you must shut out distraction. If you look around, if you squirm, if you even think too much, you make it more difficult for me to hold everything in my thoughts.

Vansen did his best to comply. At first he saw nothing except the floating sparks that usually populated the darkness behind closed lids. Then one of the sparks began to grow, its glow swelling, until it pushed out the blackness and filled his mind’s eye.

It was more than just sight, though, he realized as the great door swung open before him and he followed the small, hairy back of another prisoner out into the passageway. He thought he could even feel something of the yellow creature’s thoughts, although they were as strange to him as trying to hear meaning in birdsong. The thing he was inhabiting longed helplessly for home, an ache Vansen understood, but “home” to this creature seemed to mean deep woods and tangling leaves and the silver of snail-tracks undisturbed on a damp forest floor. The thing had a name, too—something like “Praise-Sweet-Lisiya’s-Grace,” as far as Vansen could tell. It was terribly frightened, but had dissolved its fear in a passivity he could not understand, a certainty that nothing would change or even could change, that it could only follow what was before it, from meal to miserable meal and from one command to the next, unless something came at last to change this nightmare, even if that something was death itself.

It was a chilling way to feel, worse still to experience such hopelessness as if it were his own. Vansen did not try to sample any of the river of memories that ran just beneath the slow, awkward thoughts. He wanted only to get out of the creature’s thoughts entirely, as quickly as he could—he hated being in this trapped, pathetic, doomed thing…!