"Nice way of putting it," he said. "Still, you've had a rough couple of days."

Megan shook her head.

"Rough is what happened to those shuttle astronauts. To Jim Rowland and his family. I just want to know the reason it happened," she said. "I never understood, at least not fully, not viscerally, why it almost always becomes important for the loved ones of plane crash victims to learn the minute details of what went wrong with the aircraft ... whether it was engine failure, structural problems, pilot error, whatever. I thought sometimes that knowing wouldn't change anything for them, wouldn't bring anyone back. That it might be better if they were encouraged to try moving on and letting the investigators do their work." She shook her head again. "What bothers me now is that I could've been so damned thick."

He sat very straight behind the wheel, his eyes on the road. "That won't get you anywhere. It's hard to put yourself in people's shoes when such extreme circumstances are involved."

She didn't say anything. Outside, the repetitive sequence of gas stations and ramshackle shops had been interrupted as they came up on Lake St. George State Park, its wooded campgrounds extending up the rugged granite hillside on their left, the smooth gray opacity of the lake spreading out to the right. Wet and heavy with snowmelt, the carpet of fallen leaves along its near bank seemed lasting and immovable, wholly resistant to the wind's attempts to sweep it apart.

"You obviously consider our appointment worth keeping," she said finally. "Enough so you didn't rush off to Florida."

He shrugged. "The FAA and a half-dozen other federal agencies are already on-site, and that's not counting NASA's in-house people. Gord's also pushing his agency contacts to let UpLink send in a group of its own technical personnel as observers. But a launchpad accident is altogether outside my area of expertise. At the Cape I'd just be in the way. Here I can get something accomplished. We--"

Nimec suddenly paused, clearing his throat. He had been about to say, We need to find a replacement for Max, and was grateful he'd caught himself before the words slipped out.

Before his recent death, Max Blackburn had been Nimec's second in command in UpLink's security division, a role that had evolved into his becoming the designated troubleshooter at their international facilities, particularly in hot spots where his covert skills sometimes became indispensable. But there was a high price to be paid for Max's eagerness--even overeagerness--to put himself at personal risk. Max had not died peacefully in his sleep. Far from it, he had gotten killed long before his time, killed in a way Nimec still found difficult to accept or even think about. And in his efforts to avoid thinking about it today, he'd almost forgotten the rumors that Blackburn and Megan had been briefly involved in an intimate relationship.

Perhaps, then, the shuttle accident--terrible as it had been--wasn't the only reason for her moodiness. No matter how delicately he tried to frame it, how convenient it was that neither of them had mentioned Blackburn's name at any point on the way here, there was no hiding the fact that finding someone to take his place was the reason they had traveled to Maine. If Colonel Rowland's shadow had been hanging over them since they'd left San Jose that morning, then so too had Max Blackburn's.