Chapters (15)
- Chapter One—Bloody Mary
- Chapter Two—Wagon People
- Chapter Three—Spring House
- Chapter Four—Hatrack River
- Chapter Five—Caul
- Chapter Six—Ridgebeam
- Chapter Seven—Altar
- Chapter Eight—Visitor
- Chapter Nine—Taleswapper
- Chapter Ten—Visions
- Chapter Eleven—Millstone
- Chapter Twelve—Book
- Chapter Thirteen—Surgery
- Chapter Fourteen—Chastisement
- Chapter Fifteen—Promises
“Or perhaps you, wanting truth so badly, gave it to yourself.” Old Ben tilted his head to examine the pages of Proverbs through the lower lenses of his bifocals. “The letters have been burned right in. Funny, isn’t it, that I’m called a wizard, who am not, and you, who are, refuse to admit it.”
“I’m a prophet. Or—want to be.”
“If one of your prophecies comes true, Bill Blake, then I’ll believe it, but not until.”
In the years since then, Taleswapper had searched for the fulfilment of even one prophecy. Yet whenever he thought he had found such a fulfilment, he could hear Old Ben’s voice in the back of his mind, providing an alternate explanation, scoffing at him for thinking that any connection between prophecy and reality could be true.
“Never true,” Old Ben would say. “Useful_now, there’s something. Your mind might make a connection that is useful. But true is another matter. True implies that you have found a connection that exists independent of your apprehension of it, that would exist whether you noticed it or not. And I must say that I have never seen such a connection in my life. There are times when I suspect that there are no such connections, that all links, bonds, ties, and similarities are creatures of thought and have no substance.”
“Then why doesn’t the ground dissolve beneath our feet?” asked Taleswapper.
“Because we have managed to persuade it not to let our bodies by. Perhaps it was Sir Isaac Newton. He was such a persuasive fellow. Even if human beings doubt him, the ground does not, and so it endures.” Old Ben laughed. It was all a lark to him. He never could bring himself to believe even his own skepticism.
Now, sitting at the base of the tree, his eyes closed, Taleswapper connected again: The tale of Noah with Old Ben. Old Ben was Ham, who saw the naked truth, limp and shameful, and laughed at it, while all the loyal sons of church and university walked backward to cover it up again, so the silly truth would not be seen. Thus the world continued to think of the truth as firm and proud, never having seen it in a slack moment.
That is a true connection, thought Taleswapper. That is the meaning of the story. That is the fulfilment of the prophecy. The truth when we see it is ridiculous, and if we wish to worship it, we must never allow ourselves to see it.
In that moment of discovery, Taleswapper sprang to his feet. He must find someone at once, to tell of this great discovery while he still believed it. As his own proverb said “The cistern contains: the fountain overflows.” If he did not speak his tale, it grew dank and musty, it shrank inside him, while with the telling the tale stayed fresh and virtuous.