Chapters (45)
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- 1 - What a Tangled Web We Weave
- 2 - A Grave Matter
- 3 - Alone at Last
- 4 - Farewell, My Frenemy
- 5 - Her Cheating Heart
- 6 - The Canyon’s Secret
- 7 - A Hand in the Dark
- 8 - The Game’s Afoot
- 9 - Bad Cop, Bad Cop
- 10 - Stand by Your Man (and Vice Versa)
- 11 - Reality TV Bites
- 12 - Down the Drain(Pipe)
- 13 - Sister Act
- 14 - Eat Your Heart Out, Nancy Drew
- 15 - Behind Enemy Lines
- 16 - Law and Order: Long-Lost Twin Unit
- 17 - Body of Evidence
- 18 - What Goes Up . . .
- 19 - Face Off
- 20 - There’s No Place Like Home
- 21 - Shelter from the Storm
- 22 - Emma Non Grata
- 23 - A Walk in the Park
- 24 - Go Google Yourself
- 25 - Emma Paxton: Master of Disguise
- 26 - Show Us Your Texts
- 27 - Memento Mori
- 28 - A Message from Beyond the Grave
- 29 - The Last Memory
- 30 - The Envelope, Please
- 31 - Endgame
- 32 - Back in the Station
- 33 - Home
- 34 - The Queen is Dead (Long Live the Queen)
- 35 - Make New Friends, but Keep the Old
- 36 - Yours Forever
- 37 - Good-Bye
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Sara Shepard
- Back Ads
- Credits
- About the Publisher
His chest rose and fell beneath her as he sighed. “Come on,” he said, leading her up the stairs and through the front door.
Ethan’s house gave off an aura of genteel neglect. The hardwood floors were scuffed but squeaky clean. The décor was dated—the floral wallpaper had a “grandma’s house” kind of feel—and the air smelled stale, as if the windows had been closed for a long time. There was no clutter anywhere, no piled-up mail or half-folded stack of laundry. Emma felt dizzy, and her knees buckled. “Let’s go into the kitchen,” Ethan said quickly, catching her. “You look like you need a glass of water.”
He led her down a short hallway into the Landrys’ kitchen. Unlike the Mercers’ pineapple-themed, cheerful kitchen, this one felt empty and soulless, with a few mismatched tea towels and a plain gray countertop. A two-year-old calendar featuring a picture of a Persian cat hung on the wall, flipped to March.
They didn’t notice Ethan’s mother until they turned on the light. She’d been sitting in the dark at a square table by the window, still and silent. She was bone-thin, her hair flat and dull, the corners of her eyes crumpled like parchment. When they came in she gave a small, startled jump.
“Hi, Mrs. Landry,” Emma said nervously. She wasn’t sure how much Ethan’s mother knew—did she follow the news? Would she welcome someone at the center of so much drama into her home?
The woman didn’t say anything but stared silently at Emma for several beats. Emma didn’t know if it was her imagination or not, but she thought she detected a glint of fear in the woman’s eyes. She knows, Emma thought, her heart sinking. Or at least she knows what I’ve been accused of.
After a moment, Mrs. Landry got slowly to her feet and scuttled wordlessly toward the hall. Ethan didn’t even look at his mother as she nudged past. He pulled out a chair for Emma and gently pushed her into it.
“Are you going to be in trouble for having me here?” she asked tremulously.
“Don’t worry,” he said. “My mom just . . . isn’t used to having guests. She’ll get over it.”
Though they rarely talked about it, Emma knew Ethan had a strained relationship with his mom. His dad had basically bailed when Mrs. Landry got cancer, and Ethan had taken care of her throughout the whole ordeal. But when his dad started abusing Mrs. Landry, and Ethan hit his father to make him stop, she called the cops on Ethan, not on his dad. Emma knew all of this only because she’d found Ethan’s psych file a few weeks ago while looking for Becky’s, and he’d confessed the whole story. So many unhappy families, she thought sadly.