Chapters (45)
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- 1 - What a Tangled Web We Weave
- 2 - A Grave Matter
- 3 - Alone at Last
- 4 - Farewell, My Frenemy
- 5 - Her Cheating Heart
- 6 - The Canyon’s Secret
- 7 - A Hand in the Dark
- 8 - The Game’s Afoot
- 9 - Bad Cop, Bad Cop
- 10 - Stand by Your Man (and Vice Versa)
- 11 - Reality TV Bites
- 12 - Down the Drain(Pipe)
- 13 - Sister Act
- 14 - Eat Your Heart Out, Nancy Drew
- 15 - Behind Enemy Lines
- 16 - Law and Order: Long-Lost Twin Unit
- 17 - Body of Evidence
- 18 - What Goes Up . . .
- 19 - Face Off
- 20 - There’s No Place Like Home
- 21 - Shelter from the Storm
- 22 - Emma Non Grata
- 23 - A Walk in the Park
- 24 - Go Google Yourself
- 25 - Emma Paxton: Master of Disguise
- 26 - Show Us Your Texts
- 27 - Memento Mori
- 28 - A Message from Beyond the Grave
- 29 - The Last Memory
- 30 - The Envelope, Please
- 31 - Endgame
- 32 - Back in the Station
- 33 - Home
- 34 - The Queen is Dead (Long Live the Queen)
- 35 - Make New Friends, but Keep the Old
- 36 - Yours Forever
- 37 - Good-Bye
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Also by Sara Shepard
- Back Ads
- Credits
- About the Publisher
The truth was, she’d been looking forward to celebrating the holidays with the Mercers. She’d never had much of a real Christmas before. A few of her foster families had tried to celebrate the holidays but never really made Emma feel welcome or included. There were usually some impersonal presents from a charity drive—three years in a row, she had received cheap desk sets from well-meaning donors—and maybe a dry turkey dinner.
Emma was sure that Christmas with the Mercers would be different. She didn’t care about presents, but she couldn’t wait to see the living room bright with tinsel, fragrant with the smell of a tree. She imagined Laurel playing carols on the baby grand; Mr. Mercer singing along, totally off-key; Mrs. Mercer wearing an ugly Christmas sweater and a Santa hat as she baked sugar cookies. They would hang stockings and ornaments and drink eggnog by the fire—even though it probably wouldn’t get below fifty degrees in Arizona. She knew it was hokey, but she didn’t care. She’d never had a hokey Christmas to get tired of.
Plus, Ethan was here, not in Barbados. And she’d always wanted to corner a boy under the mistletoe.
At that moment the door to the pottery studio flew open, slamming against the bookcase behind it. Charlotte’s bowl slipped from her hand and shattered on the ground. The school’s front office manager, a kindly woman named Peggy, stood in the doorway. Her normally neat graying hair was coming loose from its bun. She glanced wildly around until she caught sight of Mrs. Gilliam, then strode quickly across the room to whisper something in her ear. Mrs. Gilliam’s owl-like eyes fell on Emma.
“Sutton, you’re needed in the office.” Mrs. Gilliam was clearly trying to be calm, but she’d gone pale. Her bangles jangled discordantly as she gestured in Emma’s direction. “I’ll clean up your station; don’t worry about that. You just go.”
Emma’s heart sank with dread. “What’s going on?” she managed to ask through her choked throat.
Peggy spoke up this time, her nasal voice hushed. “Your parents are here to see you. Something has happened.”
Laurel, Emma and I thought at once. Something had happened to Laurel. That explained why she hadn’t been in class.
Emma was on her feet without fully realizing it, tearing through the door and out into the hallway. “Walk, don’t run, Miss Mercer,” Peggy called out behind her, but Emma took off at breakneck speed, past the SAY NO TO DRUGS! and WILDCAT PRIDE posters, her shoes sliding dangerously on the scuffed linoleum. She turned a corner and hip-checked a recycling bin, sending it rolling across the floor, but didn’t stop.