Chapters (49)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Chapter 1 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 2 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 3 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 4 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 5 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 6 - Connecticut 2008
- Chapter 7 - New Haven Connecticut 1936
- Chapter 8 - New Haven 2008
- Chapter 9 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 10 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 11 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 12 - New Haven 2008
- Chapter 13 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 14 - New Haven 2008
- Chapter 15 - New York 2008
- Chapter 16 - New York 1957
- Chapter 17 - New York 2008
- Chapter 18 - New York 1962
- Chapter 19 - New York 1962
- Chapter 20 - New York City 1962
- Chapter 21 - New York 2008
- Chapter 22 - New York 1962
- Chapter 23 - New York 1962
- Chapter 24 - New York 1962
- Chapter 25 - New York 2008
- Chapter 26 - New York 1962
- Chapter 27 - New York 2008
- Chapter 28 - New York 2008
- Chapter 29 - New York 1974
- Chapter 30 - New York 2008
- Chapter 31 - New York 1974
- Chapter 32 - New York 2008
- Chapter 33 - New York 1974
- Chapter 34 - New York 2008
- Chapter 35 - New York City 1974
- Chapter 36 - New York 2008
- Chapter 37 - New York 2009
- Epilogue
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Reading Group Guide
- ALSO BY LOUISE SHAFFER
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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And that was when Lu knew how dumb she'd been for ever thinking that Mama could be on her side. Because of course her mother immediately jumped to the conclusion that some man was trying to take advantage of Lu. That was how Mama's mind worked. And for the first time since she and Ricky started sleeping together in the cottage on the beach, Lu saw them the way Mama would. Mama wouldn't see a girl who had tried to comfort a boy, or a boy and a girl who were fond of each other but were too smart to kid themselves that they were ready for marriage. Mama wouldn't understand that Ricky cared about her and he'd set up the audition because he believed in her. Mama would see a girl who got her “big chance” by giving herself to a rich boy who tossed her a bone on his way out the door. To Mama, Lu was being wild and cheap. And stupid.
Lu stood even taller and looked her mother in the eye. “A friend of mine called some people and asked them to hear me sing,” she said.
“What is the friend's name?”
“Mama, I have to go or I'll miss my train.” Lu started for the kitchen table to pick up her music, but a hand that was far stronger than Lu could ever have imagined grabbed her arm and whirled her around. The force stunned her.
“You are not leaving this house!” Her mother's voice wasn't scary calm anymore. Mifalda was shouting now. “You're going to your room and you're going to stay there until I tell you.”
“No, Mama.” Lu heard the steel in her own voice and was surprised by it.
“I am your mother and I'm telling you …”
Lu yanked her arm out of her mother's grasp. “I won't do what you tell me to, Mama. Not anymore. Because you want me to be just like you, and I won't. Pop and the boys always thought you were so happy taking care of us, but I knew—”
Without any warning, Mifalda slapped her across the face. Hard. The movement was so swift, for a second Lu wasn't sure it had happened. Then the wave of pain came. For the second time that day, tears filled Lu's eyes. But the cause was shock as much as the slap itself. No one had ever done anything like it to her before. Mama always said she didn't believe in hitting her children—she was proud that she didn't—and Pop wouldn't have laid a finger on his little girl. But Mama had slapped her. Lu's face was stinging and she could feel the blood pumping through her veins. Her teeth had cut into her upper lip—not enough to cause bleeding, but there could be some swelling. And her head was going to ache. But she wasn't going to cry.