Chapters (49)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Chapter 1 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 2 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 3 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 4 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 5 - New York City 2008
- Chapter 6 - Connecticut 2008
- Chapter 7 - New Haven Connecticut 1936
- Chapter 8 - New Haven 2008
- Chapter 9 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 10 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 11 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 12 - New Haven 2008
- Chapter 13 - New Haven 1943
- Chapter 14 - New Haven 2008
- Chapter 15 - New York 2008
- Chapter 16 - New York 1957
- Chapter 17 - New York 2008
- Chapter 18 - New York 1962
- Chapter 19 - New York 1962
- Chapter 20 - New York City 1962
- Chapter 21 - New York 2008
- Chapter 22 - New York 1962
- Chapter 23 - New York 1962
- Chapter 24 - New York 1962
- Chapter 25 - New York 2008
- Chapter 26 - New York 1962
- Chapter 27 - New York 2008
- Chapter 28 - New York 2008
- Chapter 29 - New York 1974
- Chapter 30 - New York 2008
- Chapter 31 - New York 1974
- Chapter 32 - New York 2008
- Chapter 33 - New York 1974
- Chapter 34 - New York 2008
- Chapter 35 - New York City 1974
- Chapter 36 - New York 2008
- Chapter 37 - New York 2009
- Epilogue
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Reading Group Guide
- ALSO BY LOUISE SHAFFER
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Carrie looked around her despondently. She'd had so much hope about what she'd find today. After all the years of not asking questions and not knowing the things all kids knew about their families, she'd thought she'd figured out a way to get some answers without her mother knowing about the betrayal. But there were no answers in the pages of the anthology. She didn't mean to slam the book when she closed it, but she did.
From across the room, the nice young librarian caught her eye and gave her an encouraging smile. He seemed to be saying it was too soon to give up. She looked at the pile of books and the two folders in front of her and sighed again. The librarian was right; she had to be patient. Her mother was always telling her that. She picked up the folder with her grandmother's name on it and began sifting through the clippings.
An hour later, she gave up. The magazine and newspaper articles were even less help than the anthology had been. She decided to go home early and make herself something to eat so she'd have an excuse not to have dinner at the shelter. As she picked up the two folders, a large manila envelope fell out of the one marked “Bobby Manning.” A stamp across the front of the envelope read, “Photograph, do not bend.” Carrie opened the envelope and took out a large photo wrapped in a sleeve of protective paper. On the bottom of the picture was a typed caption attached with Scotch tape. A handwritten note clipped to the top of the picture said, “Outtake for photo shoot for lead article in Fashionable Woman Today magazine. February 12, 1969. Page One. ”
Carrie pulled the picture out of its paper sleeve—and stared in disbelief. The picture wasn't another shot of Bobby Manning; this was a full-color photo of a glorious young girl with a mane of gleaming red-gold hair, and thick false lashes fringing her spectacular green eyes—eyes that Carrie knew well.
“Rose Manning has a fabulous jewelry collection, but she says she's proudest of the ring hubby Bobby gave her when they got engaged,” read the caption under the picture. And there was Carrie's mother posed in front of a white silk backdrop. She was wearing a sparkling white dress that was so short, her hair fell almost to the hem of it. Over one shoulder she'd tossed a fluffy white fur coat, and white high-heeled boots that came up to her knees completed the ensemble. She was looking at the camera with a pouty expression, and she was holding out her left hand to show off a massive diamond ring on her fourth finger. There was only one word to describe her pose—sexy.