Doesn’t it hurt just as much?
Want
What do you long for
in your heart of hearts
in this eruption of light
between eons of dark
What do you wish for
at the cut of the cake
A knife in your hand
for a love you still ache
You’ll get what you want
if you’re willing to wait
If not when you want it
then when it’s too late
Either Or
There is so much anxiety in the beginning. So much hope and faith. But it’s all unnecessary. Once you give your heart away, it’s out of your hands. And there’s nothing you can do to change the fact that love is, or it isn’t. It will either work or it won’t.
The Golden Rule
Something I wish I had known from the beginning. If you are criticized for your writing, it means you are creating work of note. When you find yourself in a place where strangers are talking about you, keep creating the work that got you noticed. Do not alter your writing to appease your critics. It is natural to crave validation, especially from those who will never give it. To be a successful writer, you must ignore this instinct. This is the most critical lesson I have learned. You can’t please everyone, so don’t even try. This rule applies in life, in love, and especially in writing.
Only Yours
In this poem
there is only one voice
My voice and none other
In every other poem
there is only one other
One voice other than mine
There is only your voice and mine
Hidden Love
Just like you would hide a tree in a forest, I hide my love in a poem.
Being an Artist
I recall those lonely nights
pushing pixels on my screen
craving pencil and paper
the smear of paint
beneath my fingertips
the sound of paper sighing
as I drew a line
I dreamt of being an artist
just enough to eat and live
Just enough for the little things
A cup of coffee with a friend
on a park bench one sunny day
A vase full of flowers
I put on my shelf to admire
or a book I can devour slowly
over two weekends
It was a lifetime ago
when I thought of all the things
I could do if only I didn’t
have to chase the things I need
And now here I am with more time
than I had ever dreamt
I pick up my pencil
and nothing comes
Of Years
One day, love came to me. And love has remained with me since. How long was it, before I noticed the ebbing of years? Like a thief in the night, taking so little at a time—it seemed like hardly anything at all.
To the Guy Who Claims My Poetry Was the Cause of His Break-up,
It is astonishing to think that my words have the power to make someone fall out of love with you. That I have somehow been conspiring against you, even though up until this moment, I was blissfully unaware of your existence. Maybe you should ask yourself why she has found her self-worth in the words of others and not yours. Could it be, perhaps, that I’m not some grand puppet master like you believe, that my words are not a cold hard slap, but merely, a soft tap on the shoulder and the truth is—you’re just a shitty boyfriend?