Back Seer of Sevenwaters
Chapters (19)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. ~Sibeal~
  6. ~Felix~
  7. ~Felix~
  8. ~Felix~
  9. ~Sibeal~
  10. ~Felix~
  11. ~Sibeal~
  12. ~Sibeal~
  13. ~Sibeal~
  14. ~Felix~
  15. ~Felix~
  16. ~Sibeal~
  17. ~Sibeal~
  18. ~Sibeal~
  19. ~Sibeal~

“I hear the voice of a wise old woman coming from the lips of a lovely young girl,” Cathal said, “and it makes me feel sad. I’m not sure why. Oh, for some certainty, Sibeal. Oh, for a promise that we would return safely, all of us, and that those we leave behind would be safe as well.”

“We cannot know the future. All we can do is face it bravely. We should take heed of those we love and respect. But in the end, we make every decision alone.”

When he did not reply, I rose to my feet. Cathal was not looking at me. He had his head bowed, his hands linked on his knees.

“Tell Clodagh I’ll be back before sunset,” he said. “I should thank you, I suppose. I find I cannot bring myself to do so, not yet. I acknowledge your honesty, Sibeal.”

“I need no further thanks than that,” I said.

The scene I had created in my mind for Svala became reality. We stood on the jetty in the morning, those who were leaving, those who were saying farewell. The real goodbyes had been made in private, behind closed doors, and perhaps there had been tears, or anger, or some bitterness. Here, on the jetty, every face was as brave as the banner that flew from Liadan’s masthead. The supplies had been loaded the day before, foodstuffs, fresh water, materials to mend the boat, the wherewithal to make a rudimentary camp should it be necessary to linger on the serpent isle or elsewhere. Weaponry. The means to make fire. Space had been left for our personal items: one small bag apiece. There would be no washing, no changing clothing, no privacy at all for the performance of bodily functions. I imagined I might hold up a shawl, down in the rocking hold, while Svala used the bucket, and she might return the favor. It was the best we could hope for.

Since the night when Felix told his story, Knut had been forbidden to approach Svala. It was easy enough to ensure they stayed apart on the island, but within the cramped confines of the boat it would be impossible to maintain a distance. Svala would stay in the hold for most of the time, with me, Gull and Felix. It was understood that the crew would sail the boat, and the passengers would keep out of the way. But everyone needed to rest, which meant all the men, Knut included, would be in the hold sleeping at one time or another. Gareth had asked me to keep an eye on Svala; to make sure she did not grow too agitated.

She stood on the jetty now, still and silent amid the noisy crowd, gazing out to sea. She had no luggage with her.