Back Seer of Sevenwaters
Chapters (19)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Acknowledgements
  5. ~Sibeal~
  6. ~Felix~
  7. ~Felix~
  8. ~Felix~
  9. ~Sibeal~
  10. ~Felix~
  11. ~Sibeal~
  12. ~Sibeal~
  13. ~Sibeal~
  14. ~Felix~
  15. ~Felix~
  16. ~Sibeal~
  17. ~Sibeal~
  18. ~Sibeal~
  19. ~Sibeal~

I did not watch Knut as he gave his story, and I did not watch Kalev as he translated it. My eyes were on the man we now knew as Felix, and my heart felt the force of what was in him: grief, guilt, horror, anger. A desperate need to act, so desperate that it came close to driving him mad. It was taking every bit of strength he could summon to stay seated there beside Gull, and not to speak. I willed him to look at me, and he did. A face drained of color. Eyes full of demons. Mouth a grim line, jaw as tight as Knut’s. Hands in white-knuckled fists. If ever a man needed the comfort of touch, it was this man, now. I ached to wrap my arms around him and tell him everything would be all right. I longed to feel his heart beating against me. Gods, now I was blushing; my cheeks were hot. What would he think? Stop this, Sibeal; it is completely inappropriate.

There was one sign I could give him, and I did. As unobtrusively as I could, I crossed the first fingers of each hand, one straight, one slantwise, to make the rune Nyd: inner strength, courage in the face of the impossible. I held this only for a moment, for I had no wish to provide Knut with another reason to doubt my impartiality. Felix would need help to get through his account, and I was the best one to give it. As my hands returned to my lap, Felix unclenched his fists and made with his two hands the rune Ken, the torch. Light in the darkness.

Knut spoke with vehemence, illustrating his account with gestures. Kalev’s translation was much calmer. “That man”—Felix—“has been spreading lies about me, dangerous lies. Yes, I came here to frighten him. Yes, I waited outside until Gull was out of the way. No disrespect to Gull, a fine warrior, a man of heart, but it is a standing joke among the men here that he’s up to the privy three or four times every night. My intention was not to kill. I always carry the knife. Where I come from, a man would be a fool to go about by night with no weapon at the ready. I did not expect that the girl would wake and come in. I am sure I made no sound at all. My intention was to give this man a fright, a warning that he must stop spreading his evil stories. He paints me as a bad man to cover for his own failings. He wants me sent away. I have done nothing wrong, nothing. He is a meddler. He speaks nothing but lies.”

“Kalev,” Johnny said, “remind Knut that I said stick to the facts. You wanted to frighten Felix, you said. How did you do this?”