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  1. DULCE ET DECORUM EST
  2. ONE
  3. TWO
  4. THREE
  5. FOUR
  6. FIVE
  7. SIX
  8. SEVEN
  9. EIGHT
  10. NINE
  11. TEN
  12. ELEVEN
  13. TWELVE
  14. THIRTEEN
  15. FOURTEEN
  16. FIFTEEN
  17. SIXTEEN
  18. SEVENTEEN
  19. EIGHTEEN
  20. NINETEEN
  21. TWENTY
  22. TWENTY-ONE
  23. TWENTY-TWO
  24. TWENTY-THREE
  25. TWENTY-FOUR
  26. TWENTY-FIVE
  27. TWENTY-SIX
  28. TWENTY-SEVEN
  29. TWENTY-EIGHT
  30. TWENTY-NINE
  31. THIRTY
  32. THIRTY-ONE
  33. THIRTY-TWO
  34. THIRTY-THREE
  35. THIRTY-FOUR
  36. THIRTY-FIVE
  37. THIRTY-SIX
  38. THIRTY-SEVEN
  39. THIRTY-EIGHT
  40. THIRTY-NINE
  41. FORTY
  42. EPILOGUE
  43. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  44. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  45. CONTENTS

“There isn’t a crown large enough to fit your big head,” Thomas teased.

“Blasphemy!” George yelled, throwing one of the dice at Thomas.

Thomas dodged the first die, but the second struck him between the eyes.

George readied the last die. “You will not insult your king, peasant.”

Thomas held up his hands in surrender. “My apologies, Your Majesty.”

“If you’re to be king, you do need a crown,” Frederick said. “Mouse, is there anything left in that Maconochie tin?”

Charlie grabbed the can next to him and looked inside. “No.”

“Toss it here.”

Charlie passed him the can that had contained the crew’s dinner, a beef stew of thin gravy, sliced turnips, carrots, and, if a soldier was lucky, a few chunks of fatty meat. Frederick held the tin above George’s head. “I, Frederick Chamberlain the Third, one hundred and fifteenth in line to the throne—”

George glanced up at him. “Seriously?”

“Yes, and don’t interrupt during a coronation. It’s uncouth.”

“I’ll give you uncouth,” George mumbled.

Frederick cleared his throat. “I, Frederick Chamberlain the Third, one hundred and fifteenth in line to the throne of Britain, crown you George, King of the Secret Soldiers.” With an exaggerated flourish, he placed the soup can on George’s head.

The small battered tin rested at an angle in George’s hair, and a drop of soup dribbled down the side of George’s face.

“Told you no crown would fit,” Thomas said.

Ignoring Thomas’s comment and the chunk of pale orange carrot sliding down his cheek, George puffed out his chest and lifted his head with an absurdly regal air. “Aren’t you supposed to bow to me now?”

Thomas bent forward, nearly brushing the floor with his hands. “Long live King George!”

“Long live King George!” Frederick and Charlie echoed between laughs.

TWENTY-NINE

AS TALKATIVE AS he was after their shifts, following his near-drowning George didn’t speak a word while working in the galleries. His silence crept beneath Thomas’s skin. When George was calm and comfortable enough to talk about everything from the woman with eleven fingers he’d met in London to the size and smell of his last bowel movement, Thomas’s anxiousness about being back in the tunnels decreased—at least a little. But George’s silence left too much space in Thomas’s thoughts. Space that fear, guilt, and grief eagerly filled. The unwelcome emotions dragged Thomas back to his conversation with George outside the tunnels.

As tough as it had been to hear, George had been right. In Thomas’s determination to find James, he’d given little thought to how his leaving would hurt his mum and dad and even less consideration to what would happen to them if, like James, Thomas never returned. The thought of dying beneath no-man’s-land, never to be found, terrified Thomas, but knowing his parents were thinking of him, even if they didn’t know where he was, gave him a small sense of peace. When fear kept him awake, he pictured his mum kneeling beside her bed, saying her rosary and praying for his safe return. But what had Thomas left behind for his mum to calm her fears? When she closed her eyes, she had only her imagination to fill in the many blanks he’d left, and Thomas knew how cruel imagination could be when stoked by fear.