Other than that, he’d asked me if I had anyone but I’d never asked him. And our relationship was such he didn’t share about all his friends, buddies he might meet for a beer, high school sweethearts he still kept in touch with.

He might not have anyone either.

In fact, in our world, there were very few anyones you could truly trust.

And he might need someone.

Especially if he needed someone because something had happened to his brother or his brother’s family.

Knight Sebring kept himself and his business to himself.

That didn’t mean there wasn’t danger to his business. If anyone hurt any of the girls he provided protection for, it was known his retribution was swift and brutal.

That might mean enemies.

But it could just be life. A car accident. An illness.

Anything.

Life happened all the time and my experience was most of what happened during the living of it sucked.

So yes, I was worried. I hadn’t heard anything but that wasn’t unusual. Even back in the day when I was directly involved in the life, with my position in it, news reached me slowly. Now, it might not reach me at all.

God, what if someone went after Knight’s Anya?

Or one of their daughters?

This was a terror of mine. It made no sense. After what had happened with Tommy, I decided never to have children.

But sometimes I woke up at night in a cold sweat, having dreamed some enemy of my father or Georgia had decided they should pay through my babies.

Or that I’d done something and my father or Georgia used my babies to pay.

No, I never intended to have any children.

I was also worried because Nick’s text could be construed not as upset, but as anger.

I’d bought him that painting. It had been days ago now and I’d heard nothing.

But maybe he didn’t like it.

That said, he had a right to refuse it and I’d told the handsome Ralphie who worked at the gallery to be certain Nick knew he had that right. So it wasn’t like I was forcing it on him.

But maybe he didn’t want memories of me. Maybe when he found the girl he couldn’t build in a dream, he didn’t want to look at a five thousand dollar painting and remember me. Maybe he thought I was being clingy by giving it to him after he’d ended things so definitively, even if my note didn’t say clingy.

However, none of that prompted an angry Come over. Now. just so he could share that with me. He could simply tell Ralphie he didn’t want it and continue to ignore me.

So no.

I didn’t think that was it.