Back Scattered Showers
Chapters (12)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Midnights
  4. Kindred Spirits
  5. Winter Songs for Summer
  6. The Snow Ball
  7. If the Fates Allow
  8. The Prince and the Troll
  9. Mixed Messages
  10. Snow for Christmas
  11. In Waiting
  12. ALSO BYRAINBOW ROWELL

“Anna,” James said in a strange voice.

She turned to him—his face was shocked, he was staring at her.

“James,” she said, looking down at his shimmering feet.

“Anna.” He rushed toward her. He grabbed her arms. “You’re . . .” He was staring at her hands. At her fingertips. They were shimmering, too.

“Oh my God,” Anna said. She backed away from him. “No . . .”

Peaches was at her feet. She picked him up. “No,” she said. She ran to the pillar by the front steps and wrapped an arm around it. “No!”

“Anna . . .” James was trying to pull her away from the pillar, but his hands were collapsing. “Sweetheart, we’re going together.”

“James—it won’t be like this!”

“I know.” He got his arms around her waist. They slipped through. He put them around her again.

“We might not even know each other, there.”

“Come with me, Anna.”

It wouldn’t be the same, wherever they were going. And they weren’t going anywhere good—Anna knew this was true, because this was her story, and her story was never going to be good. Poor James. His arms slipped through her waist again.

“Anna,” he said, “I love you. Come with me.”

“No!” she screamed, and Peaches fell through her disappearing arms. “It won’t be us!”

James was reaching for her. He didn’t have hands. He didn’t have legs. The sun was still shining in his hair. “I was meant to be with you,” he said, his voice thready. “Wherever it is we’re going.”

Anna imagined him staying, but imagining it didn’t make it so.

So she imagined herself staying. Her feet immediately felt more firmly grounded.

“Anna!” James looked horrified. There wasn’t much left of him, but he could see what she was doing.

She reached out a solid hand, imagining he’d catch it and become more solid.

But he shook his head. He was almost gone. “Come with me.”

He disintegrated.

James was gone, and the story was whipping around Anna, pulling at her ankles.

She imagined herself solid.

She imagined herself staying.

Who was to say what she was meant for? She’d been born too long ago. She’d waited too long with no direction. She’d given most of her memories to herself.

Who was to say where she belonged?

This was life. This was real.

She imagined herself eating lemon cake.

She imagined herself walking along the paths, making her own way. She imagined herself in her bedroom with James, listening to the rain pitter-patter on the roof.

James.

The story pulled at her.

James was in it. James was there. He’d never come back, and no one else would ever replace him here. No one who’d come before was anything like James.

Anna wondered if the lake was gone . . .

Was it in the story already?

She wondered if there was another first kiss there waiting for her.