“Oh, Adam, you are weak. Sometimes it’s the thing I like best about you. You’re so fucking soft.”

He rubbed his fingers along her cheek, pushing through the dirt, wanting to see what was underneath.

“It isn’t the crows,” she said.

“Is it the Bouts of Delirium?”

“You’ve never mentioned the Bouts of Delirium.”

“I was going to mention them, when you agreed to live with me. I was going to warn you about everything. I wanted to show you the road first. So you’d understand.”

She was letting him scrape the muck away from her cheek. She was reaching her fingers up the cuffs of his jeans.

“Adam, you know what the road is doing, don’t you?”

“I know more about the road than you do. I grew up there!”

“Then you know,” she said, “that the road is killing everything.”

He hadn’t expected her to say that. Maybe you didn’t expect her to say that. Magical creatures are usually more cryptic.

“Not everything,” Adam said.

She laughed. (He did make her laugh. At least once a day.)

“Everything,” she said, “eventually.”

“But not today,” he said. This felt like an important thing to say. This felt like the right thing to say, and it must have been at least a little right, because she was clutching at the back of his calves now and pulling herself up between his legs.

“This is why you should come live with me on the road,” he said. (He was begging, really.) “Because the road will be the last thing to die. And until it dies, it will be so safe. And so warm. And so easy.”

“Adam.” She fell forward on his chest. He shifted his arms to catch her—to pull her up, his hands on either side of her rib cage. She was heavy in his arms, not as slick as she’d once been, colder than he expected.

“My love,” he said. (If only she’d tell him her name, he wouldn’t be this embarrassing.)

“I can’t live with you,” she said.

“Yes, you can,” he whispered. He tried to hiss it, but his tongue wasn’t built for sibilance. “I want you.”

“My love,” she said, and she didn’t even have an excuse to sound embarrassing. “Go home. Come back tomorrow. Bring me coffee.”

“The coffee seems silly now,” he said. “I would have brought you gold. I could have brought you frankincense and myrrh—I know where to find them. You can get them lots of places up there.”

“Come back tomorrow,” she said, “and bring me something sweet. Bring me something dear that you didn’t have to fight for.”

Adam left.

But first he cried.

He didn’t go back to work—what was the point? He went back home and climbed into his clean, soft bed without changing out of his muddy clothes.