Chapters (49)
“I see I have upset you by asking about the case. I am sorry.”
“No, no, Rav, not at all. I…I mean, I am upset…but…” She stopped talking.
Schulman said, “I have made time for you, Rina Miriam. Tell me about your houseguests.”
In a gust of breath, Rina unburdened herself, starting with the phone call from Honey, ending with the murder of her husband and the abandoned van. By the time she was done, tears had formed pools in her eyes.
“I’m scared for Honey, Rav, but it’s the children…I can’t get those faces out of my head. I should have paid more attention to Honey’s concerns. I should have traveled with her—”
“And if something nefarious had happened to you, would you have felt better being a victim?”
Rina didn’t speak.
“I’ve been a victim, Rina Miriam. Though it is not an easy task, it is better to deal with survivor’s guilt.”
Tears ran down her cheeks. She brushed them away. “I suppose I should have told you the detailed story in the beginning. I just didn’t know how to tell you everything over the phone.”
The old man was silent, reflecting upon Rina’s story. “Tell me again about Gershon Klein. His attempt to become a Nazir.”
Rina told him as much as she could remember about her conversation with the Leibbener Rebbe. “It was very nice that he spoke to me. Very kind. But…”
“Yes?”
“I don’t know how to say this without sounding disrespectful.”
“So you now have made your disclaimer. Speak your mind freely.”
Rina smiled and looked down. “I had the feeling he wasn’t telling me everything. Then again, why should he? He doesn’t know me at all. Why should he trust me when something so grave has happened?”
Schulman said, “Perhaps I should intercede on your behalf.”
“You mean call him for me? Rav, I would never ask you to do that.”
“You didn’t ask, I volunteered. I will assist you if you think it would be helpful.”
“Yes, I think that would be extremely helpful,” Rina said. “The Rebbe was very nice to me, but I’m sure he would be more open…as one Rav to another.”
“If our differences don’t get in our way.” The old man grinned. “The Leibbener Rebbe is a Chasid. And I’m a Litvak. That can be fireworks!” Schulman held up a finger. “But for the common good of your houseguest and her young children, I’m sure we can be civil to one another.” The old man stroked his beard. “I, too, am very concerned for the children.”
Rina blinked hard.
“How are you feeling, Rina Miriam?”
“Fine, Rav, thank you.”
The old man nodded, not pressing Rina to talk about herself and her recent hysterectomy. Right now, she was too concerned about her houseguests. “I’m glad you’re feeling well.”