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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. DENNISLEHANE
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. PART ONE
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  8. 3
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  10. 5
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  12. 7
  13. 8
  14. 9
  15. 10
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  18. 13
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  20. PART TWO
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  30. 24
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  33. 27
  34. 28
  35. 29
  36. 30
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  38. PART THREE
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  48. 41
  49. 42
  50. EPILOGUE
  51. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  52. About the Author
  53. PraiseAcclaim for New York Times Bestselling Author
  54. Books byDennis Lehane
  55. About the Publisher

We’d left the study and Lurch and the Weeble behind and had made our way unsteadily into Trevor Stone’s rec room or gentleman’s parlor or whatever one called a room the size of a jet hangar with both a billiard and snooker table, cherrywood backing to the dart board, a poker table, and a small putting green in one corner. A mahogany bar ran up the east side of the room with enough glasses hanging overhead to get the Kennedys through a month of partying.

Trevor Stone poured two fingers of single-malt into his glass, tilted the bottle toward my glass, then Angie’s, and both of us refused.

“The men—boys, actually—who committed the crime were tried rather quickly and convicted and recently began serving life without possibility of parole at Norfolk, and that’s as close to justice as there is, I guess. My daughter and I buried Inez, and that should have been it except for the grief.”

“But,” Angie said.

“While the doctors were removing the bullet from my jaw, they found the first sign of cancer. And as they probed deeper they found it in my lymph nodes. They expect to find it in my small and large intestines next. Soon after that, I’m sure, they’ll run out of things to cut.”

“How long?” I said.

“Six months. That’s their opinion. My body tells me five. Either way, I’ve seen my last autumn.”

He swiveled his chair and looked out the window at the sea again. I followed his gaze, noted the curve of a rocky inlet across the bay. The inlet forked and thrust out into something that resembled lobster claws, and I looked back to its middle until I found a lighthouse I recognized. Trevor Stone’s house sat on a bluff in the midst of Marblehead Neck, a jagged finger of landscape off Boston’s North Shore where the asking price for a house was slightly less than that for most towns.

“Grief,” he said, “is carnivorous. It feeds whether you’re awake or not, whether you fight it or you don’t. Much like cancer. And one morning you wake up and all those other emotions—joy, envy, greed, even love—are swallowed by it. And you’re alone with grief, naked to it. And it owns you.”

The ice cubes in his glass rattled, and he looked down at them.

“It doesn’t have to,” Angie said.

He turned and smiled at her with his amoeba mouth. His white lips shook with tremors against the decayed flesh and pulverized bone of his jaw, and the smile disappeared.

“You’re acquainted with grief,” he said softly. “I know. You lost your husband. Five months ago, was it?”

“Ex-husband,” she said, her eyes on the floor. “Yes.”

I reached for her hand, but she shook her head, placed her hand on her lap.