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Chapters (103)
  1. Title page
  2. Dedication page
  3. Cast of Characters
  4. Map
  5. Epigraph page
  6. CONTENTS
  7. ULFILAS
  8. CORBAN
  9. UTHAS
  10. MAQUIN
  11. CAMLIN
  12. RAFE
  13. TUKUL
  14. CYWEN
  15. FIDELE
  16. UTHAS
  17. MAQUIN
  18. CYWEN
  19. CAMLIN
  20. VERADIS
  21. CORALEN
  22. CORBAN
  23. UTHAS
  24. CORBAN
  25. CAMLIN
  26. FIDELE
  27. LYKOS
  28. HAELAN
  29. ULFILAS
  30. TUKUL
  31. CAMLIN
  32. RAFE
  33. MAQUIN
  34. LYKOS
  35. FIDELE
  36. CAMLIN
  37. HAELAN
  38. MAQUIN
  39. RAFE
  40. CYWEN
  41. FIDELE
  42. CORBAN
  43. VERADIS
  44. TUKUL
  45. UTHAS
  46. VERADIS
  47. RAFE
  48. CAMLIN
  49. EVNIS
  50. MAQUIN
  51. CORALEN
  52. CORBAN
  53. FIDELE
  54. ULFILAS
  55. CAMLIN
  56. CYWEN
  57. HAELAN
  58. ULFILAS
  59. TUKUL
  60. CORBAN
  61. VERADIS
  62. CYWEN
  63. EVNIS
  64. VERADIS
  65. LYKOS
  66. ULFILAS
  67. CORALEN
  68. ULFILAS
  69. UTHAS
  70. CORBAN
  71. MAQUIN
  72. CYWEN
  73. ULFILAS
  74. CAMLIN
  75. CORALEN
  76. CAMLIN
  77. HAELAN
  78. FIDELE
  79. VERADIS
  80. MAQUIN
  81. ULFILAS
  82. VERADIS
  83. EVNIS
  84. CORBAN
  85. ULFILAS
  86. CORBAN
  87. ULFILAS
  88. HAELAN
  89. CAMLIN
  90. EVNIS
  91. CAMLIN
  92. EVNIS
  93. CYWEN
  94. CORBAN
  95. RAFE
  96. CORBAN
  97. CORALEN
  98. CYWEN
  99. CORBAN
  100. By John Gwynne
  101. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  102. About the Author
  103. Copyright page

Cywen sat and watched it all go by, just enjoying being still and watching, when mostly life felt like one long rush of doing. As the evening wore into night and the fire-pits began to sink low she found herself feeling reflective, thinking over the last year as she sipped at a cup of mead.

It is almost a year ago to the day that I was in the great hall in Murias; when Corban and Mam came for me . . .

Surprising her, tears swelled in her eyes.

I miss you, Mam, and you, Da. You would be so amazed if you were here. So proud of Corban.

Someone sat next to her, the bench creaking with the strain.

Laith. She had a cup of her own and was smiling, her eyes shining.

‘Tonight, life is good,’ Laith proclaimed, raising her cup.

Cywen nodded and touched her cup to Laith’s, wiping the tears from her eyes as she did so.

‘Your arm,’ Cywen said, pointing at the dark tattoo that now curled from Laith’s wrist to elbow.

‘It is my sgeul, my Telling,’ Laith said sombrely. ‘The record of the lives I have taken. The vine is my journey, my life, the thorns, each life I take.’

Cywen studied it, gently brushed it. The skin was ridged and peeling, hints of green and blue beneath the scabbed skin. She tried to count the thorns, reached fifteen and then lost count.

‘It is a serious thing,’ Laith said, ‘taking a life. A sad thing, I think, though better to take another’s than to lose your own. Many of my kin consider the thorns a badge of honour. I suppose it is that as well.’

‘It is,’ Cywen said. ‘But something can be many things, or can mean many things, not just be confined to the one. Like us.’

Laith looked at her intently then. ‘You are right. I used to think that you were just angry,’ she said, ‘but there is far more to you than just that. And you are wise as well.’

‘Hah.’ Cywen snorted and sipped from her cup. ‘The wisdom of mead, maybe.’

Laith grinned. ‘I’ll drink to that,’ she said, and did. ‘Now,’ she continued, smacking her lips. ‘Where’s that fine-looking Farrell gone?’

‘Farrell?’ Cywen spluttered into her cup.

‘Aye, Farrell,’ Laith said with a shy look. ‘He’s big and strong, got good bones, not like the rest of you. I’ve been thinking on him for a while now, and what with spring in the air . . .’ She shrugged and smiled mischievously.

‘You know he’s sweet on Coralen,’ Cywen said.

‘Oh aye, everyone knows that. But everyone also knows that she’s sweet on someone else.’

Y e s , w e d o , Cywen thought. Apart from the one she’s sweet on!

‘So perhaps he just needs the way things are explained to him. I was talking to Balur about it—’