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Chapters (103)
  1. Title page
  2. Dedication page
  3. Cast of Characters
  4. Map
  5. Epigraph page
  6. CONTENTS
  7. ULFILAS
  8. CORBAN
  9. UTHAS
  10. MAQUIN
  11. CAMLIN
  12. RAFE
  13. TUKUL
  14. CYWEN
  15. FIDELE
  16. UTHAS
  17. MAQUIN
  18. CYWEN
  19. CAMLIN
  20. VERADIS
  21. CORALEN
  22. CORBAN
  23. UTHAS
  24. CORBAN
  25. CAMLIN
  26. FIDELE
  27. LYKOS
  28. HAELAN
  29. ULFILAS
  30. TUKUL
  31. CAMLIN
  32. RAFE
  33. MAQUIN
  34. LYKOS
  35. FIDELE
  36. CAMLIN
  37. HAELAN
  38. MAQUIN
  39. RAFE
  40. CYWEN
  41. FIDELE
  42. CORBAN
  43. VERADIS
  44. TUKUL
  45. UTHAS
  46. VERADIS
  47. RAFE
  48. CAMLIN
  49. EVNIS
  50. MAQUIN
  51. CORALEN
  52. CORBAN
  53. FIDELE
  54. ULFILAS
  55. CAMLIN
  56. CYWEN
  57. HAELAN
  58. ULFILAS
  59. TUKUL
  60. CORBAN
  61. VERADIS
  62. CYWEN
  63. EVNIS
  64. VERADIS
  65. LYKOS
  66. ULFILAS
  67. CORALEN
  68. ULFILAS
  69. UTHAS
  70. CORBAN
  71. MAQUIN
  72. CYWEN
  73. ULFILAS
  74. CAMLIN
  75. CORALEN
  76. CAMLIN
  77. HAELAN
  78. FIDELE
  79. VERADIS
  80. MAQUIN
  81. ULFILAS
  82. VERADIS
  83. EVNIS
  84. CORBAN
  85. ULFILAS
  86. CORBAN
  87. ULFILAS
  88. HAELAN
  89. CAMLIN
  90. EVNIS
  91. CAMLIN
  92. EVNIS
  93. CYWEN
  94. CORBAN
  95. RAFE
  96. CORBAN
  97. CORALEN
  98. CYWEN
  99. CORBAN
  100. By John Gwynne
  101. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  102. About the Author
  103. Copyright page

‘Sorcery?’ Calidus said. ‘What exactly does that mean?’ His mouth twitched as he spoke, a contained smile. ‘Specifically?’

‘The control of another’s mind, and their body,’ Veradis said.

He is trying to spare me.

All in the room looked at her now. She felt the desire to leave, to run from the room, to get away from their eyes. I will not feel ashamed. I fought him with all that I am. She raised her head and looked only at Nathair.

‘Mother, that is a grave accusation.’

‘Accusation? It is no accusation,’ she said, feeling her anger stir. She wished she were back in the wild with Maquin, where you faced an enemy face to face with sharp iron, and where you trusted the man at your side. There was a simplicity to that, both appealing and utterly absent in this room. ‘It is a statement of fact.’

‘Fact?’ Calidus said, frowning. ‘It is a vague accusation which is open to a multitude of interpretations. Control of your mind? So Lykos somehow invaded your mind by his sorcerous powers.’ There was a snigger to her left.

Lykos.

‘And he forced you to do . . . what?’

Fidele just stared at Calidus, at that moment felt an overwhelming hatred for the man. She forced her gaze back upon Nathair.

‘I would talk with you of this in private,’ she said to her son.

‘No, Mother. This must be open. I cannot, will not, be accused of nepotism.’

Fidele closed her eyes, bowed her head. ‘Very well then. What I mean when I say that Lykos used sorcery to control me is that he raped me.’ She looked away, swallowed, fought the tears. Saying it aloud seemed to give it a new power. She composed herself and looked back to Nathair.

Emotions swept across his face. Outrage. Anger escalating to fury. He glared at Lykos, then his head turned to stare at Calidus, who returned his gaze dispassionately. The old man said something, too low to hear, and slowly, incrementally, the emotion drained from Nathair’s face. He cocked his head, as if listening to another voice, then screwed his eyes shut, some kind of internal debate consuming him.

When he opened them he regarded Fidele with a deep sadness, mingled with something else.

Pity?

‘Oh, Mother,’ Nathair said, and she felt a glimmer of hope that he would now set things right, that justice would be done.

‘The loss of Father has hit you so much more than I ever conceived.’

‘What?’ What does he mean, why . . . ?

‘Your grief has overwhelmed you, I fear. I should never have given you the responsibility of a realm, and so soon after Father’s death.’

Fidele felt those strong walls that she had built within, layer upon layer of will and strength to protect her from the hurt Lykos had inflicted upon her beginning to crumble. She filled her lungs, slowly blew out. ‘This has nothing to do with your father’s death. Lykos—’