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Chapters (103)
  1. Title page
  2. Dedication page
  3. Cast of Characters
  4. Map
  5. Epigraph page
  6. CONTENTS
  7. ULFILAS
  8. CORBAN
  9. UTHAS
  10. MAQUIN
  11. CAMLIN
  12. RAFE
  13. TUKUL
  14. CYWEN
  15. FIDELE
  16. UTHAS
  17. MAQUIN
  18. CYWEN
  19. CAMLIN
  20. VERADIS
  21. CORALEN
  22. CORBAN
  23. UTHAS
  24. CORBAN
  25. CAMLIN
  26. FIDELE
  27. LYKOS
  28. HAELAN
  29. ULFILAS
  30. TUKUL
  31. CAMLIN
  32. RAFE
  33. MAQUIN
  34. LYKOS
  35. FIDELE
  36. CAMLIN
  37. HAELAN
  38. MAQUIN
  39. RAFE
  40. CYWEN
  41. FIDELE
  42. CORBAN
  43. VERADIS
  44. TUKUL
  45. UTHAS
  46. VERADIS
  47. RAFE
  48. CAMLIN
  49. EVNIS
  50. MAQUIN
  51. CORALEN
  52. CORBAN
  53. FIDELE
  54. ULFILAS
  55. CAMLIN
  56. CYWEN
  57. HAELAN
  58. ULFILAS
  59. TUKUL
  60. CORBAN
  61. VERADIS
  62. CYWEN
  63. EVNIS
  64. VERADIS
  65. LYKOS
  66. ULFILAS
  67. CORALEN
  68. ULFILAS
  69. UTHAS
  70. CORBAN
  71. MAQUIN
  72. CYWEN
  73. ULFILAS
  74. CAMLIN
  75. CORALEN
  76. CAMLIN
  77. HAELAN
  78. FIDELE
  79. VERADIS
  80. MAQUIN
  81. ULFILAS
  82. VERADIS
  83. EVNIS
  84. CORBAN
  85. ULFILAS
  86. CORBAN
  87. ULFILAS
  88. HAELAN
  89. CAMLIN
  90. EVNIS
  91. CAMLIN
  92. EVNIS
  93. CYWEN
  94. CORBAN
  95. RAFE
  96. CORBAN
  97. CORALEN
  98. CYWEN
  99. CORBAN
  100. By John Gwynne
  101. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  102. About the Author
  103. Copyright page

Other figures appeared around Kastell – the first bent and twisted, like a wind-blasted tree. He had not seen him for a score of years, but Maquin knew him instantly. His da. Beside him there was a woman, a warm smile upon her face; his mam. Another man, broad and red-haired. Aenor, his first lord, Kastell’s da. They all stood at the bridge’s edge, watching him. Maquin felt his heart lurch, a longing flow through him to be with these people.

‘Join us,’ they said. ‘There is peace here.’

‘Peace?’ Maquin breathed.

‘Have you tired of the world of flesh?’ the Ben-Elim asked him.

‘Tired? Aye, I am tired. Of the pain, of fighting, always, of the blood, the misery. I am tired of failing.’

‘Is there aught you would return to the world of flesh for?’

Maquin opened his mouth, lips forming the word ‘No,’ but then he hesitated. He closed his eyes, images forming in his mind. He saw Jael plunging his sword into Kastell’s belly, the moment frozen forever, seared into his brain. He remembered being taken by Lykos. Being branded, forced into the pits, his humanity stripped incrementally away. Jael and Lykos, their faces floating in his mind’s eye, merging, separating. Rage coursed through him, cold yet burning.

And then another face, a woman, hair of jet flecked with silver framing pale, milky skin, a warm smile from red lips. Fidele. Somehow she had made him feel human again, something more than a trained animal. A voice echoed through his mind. Live, damn you, it said, and something else rose up within him, battling with the rage that consumed him, warring for his soul.

He opened his eyes.

The Ben-Elim towered over him, flaming sword held loosely, wings flexing.

‘You must choose,’ it said. ‘Go forwards or go back.’

He climbed to his feet, wiped the tears from his eyes. Kastell and the others were standing as still as the stone carvings in Haldis, watching him.

‘Peace,’ Maquin breathed. Then louder, ‘I shall see you again. One day. But not yet.’

He turned and strode back across the bridge.

Maquin opened his eyes, blinking in the light. He moved his head. He was alone. Slowly he grew accustomed to a flood of sensations. His fingers tingled, his back ached. Everywhere aches. His throat was dry, constricted. He opened his mouth, felt his lips tighten, skin pulling close to cracking. After a while he tried to sit up and managed it on his second attempt. A jug of water sat on a table beside him and he poured half a cup and sipped, the effort draining him. He looked about, saw that he was sitting on the only bed in a spacious room. A single chair rested beside the bed. It was dark; a window opened onto the bay of Ripa, stars flickering into life on a velvet canopy.