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Chapters (103)
  1. Title page
  2. Dedication page
  3. Cast of Characters
  4. Map
  5. Epigraph page
  6. CONTENTS
  7. ULFILAS
  8. CORBAN
  9. UTHAS
  10. MAQUIN
  11. CAMLIN
  12. RAFE
  13. TUKUL
  14. CYWEN
  15. FIDELE
  16. UTHAS
  17. MAQUIN
  18. CYWEN
  19. CAMLIN
  20. VERADIS
  21. CORALEN
  22. CORBAN
  23. UTHAS
  24. CORBAN
  25. CAMLIN
  26. FIDELE
  27. LYKOS
  28. HAELAN
  29. ULFILAS
  30. TUKUL
  31. CAMLIN
  32. RAFE
  33. MAQUIN
  34. LYKOS
  35. FIDELE
  36. CAMLIN
  37. HAELAN
  38. MAQUIN
  39. RAFE
  40. CYWEN
  41. FIDELE
  42. CORBAN
  43. VERADIS
  44. TUKUL
  45. UTHAS
  46. VERADIS
  47. RAFE
  48. CAMLIN
  49. EVNIS
  50. MAQUIN
  51. CORALEN
  52. CORBAN
  53. FIDELE
  54. ULFILAS
  55. CAMLIN
  56. CYWEN
  57. HAELAN
  58. ULFILAS
  59. TUKUL
  60. CORBAN
  61. VERADIS
  62. CYWEN
  63. EVNIS
  64. VERADIS
  65. LYKOS
  66. ULFILAS
  67. CORALEN
  68. ULFILAS
  69. UTHAS
  70. CORBAN
  71. MAQUIN
  72. CYWEN
  73. ULFILAS
  74. CAMLIN
  75. CORALEN
  76. CAMLIN
  77. HAELAN
  78. FIDELE
  79. VERADIS
  80. MAQUIN
  81. ULFILAS
  82. VERADIS
  83. EVNIS
  84. CORBAN
  85. ULFILAS
  86. CORBAN
  87. ULFILAS
  88. HAELAN
  89. CAMLIN
  90. EVNIS
  91. CAMLIN
  92. EVNIS
  93. CYWEN
  94. CORBAN
  95. RAFE
  96. CORBAN
  97. CORALEN
  98. CYWEN
  99. CORBAN
  100. By John Gwynne
  101. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  102. About the Author
  103. Copyright page

‘Here,’ Calidus said and passed him an apple. Lykos took it in both hands, ran his fingers over the featureless skin. A grey apple. Not very appealing.

‘Would you walk away from it all, then?’ Calidus asked him.

‘From what?’

‘Your life.’

Lykos thought about that, maybe for a few heartbeats, maybe for a moon, he could not tell. Eventually he shook his head. ‘I can hardly remember it.’

‘Your heart’s desire was to unite the Three Islands. To become Lord of the Vin Thalun.’

‘The Three Islands?’

‘Aye. Your father was a Vin Thalun corsair, and Lord of the Island of Panos. You inherited that island, though you had to fight for it.’

A dim memory stirred. The corpse of his father lying upon a bower of thorns. Flames. Blood in the firelight.

‘I did.’

‘You made a pact with Asroth. He helped you win the Three Islands. You united them, forged a nation out of the Vin Thalun and became their king.’

Lykos felt a flicker of emotion, an echo of the joy that had consumed him as he had sat before the defeated captains of Nerin and Pelset and heard their oaths of fealty.

‘Take a bite of your apple.’

Lykos lifted it to his lips and saw there was a pink flush to its skin, faded and pastel, but there now, stark against the grey of this world. He took a small bite, tasted . . . something. Faint, bland.

‘And you have done more. You rule in Tenebral, are regent in Nathair’s stead.’

‘Aye. But that hasn’t gone so well.’

‘Tell me of it.’

As Lykos spoke, he remembered: the effigy of Fidele that Calidus had gifted him, the power it gave him over her. Passion stirred in him at the memory of her, the sensation of her skin beneath his fingers, the taste of her fear. He remembered the arena, his wedding day, Fidele as beautiful and desirable as he had ever seen her. Maquin and Orgull duelling in the fighting-pit. Maquin throwing down his weapons, the explosion of eagle-guard from amongst the spectators.

Chaos.

Battle.

Fighting Maquin, Fidele plunging a knife into his back. He felt a wave of anger at that, but it soon subsided into a self-deprecating chuckle. ‘I suppose I had that coming.’

‘No. In your world you take, or it is taken from you.’

‘I remember those words. My da spoke them to me.’

‘Aye. And you have taken, and tasted.’

‘I have.’ He thought of Fidele again, felt a spark of anger at Maquin, the man who had taken her from him.

‘Your face, Lykos. What happened to it?’

He touched his cheek, felt gouges in his flesh, blood congealing into crusted scabs.

‘She attacked me, clawed me like an animal. The bitch.’ He licked a drop of his blood from a finger. ‘She was magnificent.’

Calidus grinned at him.

‘Do you want to go back?’