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“No easy task, but we’ll manage it.” He moved toward the door. “I’ll be back in a half hour to take you to the main cavern.”
“Mal,” I said, “why did you step between me and the Priestguards?”
He shrugged. “Those aren’t the first men I’ve killed. They won’t be the last.”
“You kept me from using the Cut on them.”
He didn’t look at me when he said, “You’re going to be a queen someday, Alina. The less blood on your hands, the better.”
The word queen came so easily to his lips. “You seem certain we’ll find Nikolai.”
“I’m certain we’ll find the firebird.”
“I need an army. The firebird may not be enough.” I rubbed a hand over my eyes. “Nikolai may not even be in Ravka.”
“The reports coming out of the north—”
“Could be lies spread by the Darkling. ‘The Prince of the Air’ might be a myth created to draw us out of hiding. Nikolai might never have made it out of the Grand Palace.” It hurt me to say it, but I forced myself to speak the words. “He could be dead.”
“Do you believe that?”
“I don’t know.”
“If anyone could make that escape, it’s Nikolai.”
The too-clever fox. Even once he’d abandoned his disguise as Sturmhond, that’s who Nikolai had been to me, always thinking, always scheming. But he hadn’t predicted his brother’s betrayal. He hadn’t seen the Darkling coming.
“All right,” I said, embarrassed by the quaver in my voice. “You haven’t asked about the shadows.”
“Should I?”
I couldn’t resist. Maybe I wanted to see how he would react. I curled my fingers, and shadows unspooled from the corners.
Mal’s eyes followed their progress. What did I expect to see in him? Fear? Anger?
“Can you do more with it?” he asked.
“No. It’s just some kind of remnant of what I did in the chapel.”
“You mean saving all our lives?”
I let the shadows fall and pinched the bridge of my nose with my fingers, trying to stave off a rush of dizziness. “I mean using merzost. This isn’t real power. It’s just a carnival trick.”
“It’s something you took from him,” he said. I didn’t think I imagined the satisfaction in his voice. “I won’t say a word, but you shouldn’t hide it from the others.”
I could worry about that later. “What if Nikolai’s men aren’t in Ryevost?”
“You think I can track a giant mythic bird, but I can’t locate one loudmouthed prince?”
“A prince who’s managed to evade the Darkling for months.”
Mal studied me.
“Alina, do you know how I made that shot? Back in the Kettle?”
“If you say it’s because you’re just that good, I’m going to take off my boot and beat you with it.”
“Well, I am that good,” he said with a faint grin. “But I had David put a beetle in the pouch.”
“Why?”
“To make aiming easier. All I had to do was track it.”