HOWS HE HOLDING up? Lily Hawken asked her husband, Donald. James? Hes not saying much but its got to be tough on him. Patrizia too, Im sure. They were in the den of their new house in Monterey. Unpacking, unpacking, unpacking The petite blonde stood in the middle of the room, feet apart slightly, looking down at two plastic bags of drapes. What do you think? Hawken was a bit overwhelmed at the moment and couldnt care less about window treatments, but his wife of nine months and three days had taken on much of the burden of the move from San Diego and so he set down the tools he was using to assemble the coffee table and looked from the red to the rust and back again. The ones on the left. Remaining ready to retreat at a moments notice if that was the wrong answer. But it was apparently correct. Thats where I was leaning, she said. And the police have a guard at his house? They think the boy is going to attack him? Hawken resumed assembling the table. Ikea. Damn, they have some pretty clever designers. He doesnt think so. But you know Jim. Even if he did, hes not the sort to head for the hills. Then he reflected that Lily didnt really know James Chilton at all; she hadnt even met him yet. It was only through what hed told her that she had an understanding of his friend. Just as he knew about many aspects of her life from conversation and hint and deduction. Such was life under these circumstancessecond marriages for both of them; he, coming out of mourning, Lily, recovering from a tough divorce. Theyd met through friends and had started dating. Wary at first, theyd realized almost simultaneously how starved for intimacy and affection they were. Hawken, a man who hadnt believed that he would ever get married again, proposed after six monthson the gritty rooftop beach bar of the W hotel in downtown San Diego, because he couldnt wait to plot out a more suitable setting. Lily, though, had described the event as the most romantic thing she could think of. The large diamond ring on a white ribbon slipped over the neck of her Anchor Steam bottle helped. And here they were starting a new life back in Monterey. Donald Hawken assessed his situation and decided that he was happy. Boyishly happy. Friends had told him that a second marriage after losing a spouse was different. As a widower he would have changed fundamentally. He wouldnt be capable of that adolescent feeling permeating every cell of his being. Thered be companionship, thered be moments of passion. But the relationship would essentially be a friendship. Wrong. It was adolescent and more. Hed had an intense, consuming marriage to Sarah, who was sultry and beautiful and a woman one could be intensely in love with, as Hawken had been. But his love for Lily was just as strong. And, okay, hed finally gotten to the point where he could admit that the sex was better with Lilyin the sense that it was far more comfortable. In bed Sarah had been, well, formidable, to put it mildly. (Hawken now nearly smiled at some memories.) He wondered how Lily would feel about Jim and Pat Chilton. Hawken had told her how theyd been such close friends, the couples getting together frequently. Attending their kids school and sports events, parties, barbecues Hed noticed Lilys smile shift slightly when hed told her about this past. But hed reassured her that, in a way, Jim Chilton was a stranger to him too. Hawken had been so depressed after Sarahs death that hed lost contact with nearly all his friends. But now he was returning to life. He and Lily would finish getting the house ready and then collect the children, who were staying with their grandparents in Encinitas. And his life would settle back into the pleasant routine on the Peninsula he remembered from years before. Hed reconnect with his best friend, Jim Chilton, rejoin the country club, see all his friends again. Yes, this was the right move. But a cloud had appeared. Small, temporary, he was sure, but a blemish nonetheless. By coming to the place that had been his and Sarahs home, it was as if hed resurrected a part of her. The memories popped like fireworks: Here in Monterey, Sarah being the thoughtful hostess, the passionate art collector, the shrewd businesswoman. Here, Sarah being the sultry, energetic and consuming lover. Here, Sarah intrepidly donning a wetsuit and swimming in the harsh ocean, climbing out, chilled and exhilaratedunlike her last swim, near La Jolla, not climbing out of the water at all, but wafting into the shore, limp, eyes open and unseeing, her skin matching the water temperature degree for degree. At this thought, Hawkens heart now added an extra beat or two. Then he took several deep breaths and slipped the memories away. Want a hand? He glanced at Lily and the drapes. His wife paused, then set down her work. She approached, took his hand and put it on the V of skin below her throat. She kissed him hard. They smiled at each other, and his wife returned to the windows. Hawken finished the glass-and-chrome table and dragged it in front of the couch. Honey? The tape measure was drooping in Lilys hand and she was looking out the back window. What? I think somebodys out there. Where, in the backyard? I dont know if its our property. Its on the other side of the hedge. Then its definitely somebody elses yard. Your dollar doesnt buy you much dirt here on the Central Coast of California. Hes just standing there, looking at the house. Probably wondering if a rock-and-roll band or druggies are moving in. She climbed down a step. Just standing there, she repeated. I dont know, honey, its a little spooky. Hawken walked to the window and looked out. From this perspective he couldnt see much, but it was clear that a figure was peering through the bushes. He wore a gray sweatshirt with the hood pulled up. Maybe the neighbors kid. Theyre always curious about people moving in. Wondering if we have kids their age. I was. Lily wasnt saying anything. He could sense her discomfort, as she stood with her narrow hips cocked, frowning eyes framed by blond hair flecked with moving-carton-cardboard dust. Time for the chivalry part. Hawken walked into the kitchen and pulled open the back door. The visitor was gone. He stepped out farther, then heard his wife call, Honey! Alarmed, Hawken turned and sped back inside. Lily, still on the ladder, was pointing out another window. The visitor had moved into the side yarddefinitely on their property now, though still obscured by plantings. Damnit. Who the hell is he? He glanced at the phone but decided not to call 911. What if it was the neighbor or the neighbors son? That would pretty much ruin any chance for a friendship forever. When he looked back the figure was gone. Lily climbed off the ladder. Where is he? He just vanished. Fast. No idea. They gazed out the windows, scanning. No sign of him. This was far spookier, not being able to see him. I think we should Hawkens voice stopped with a gasp as Lily cried, A gunhes got a gun, Don! She was staring out a front window. Her husband grabbed his phone, calling to his wife, The door! Lock it. Lily lunged. But she was too late. The door was already swinging wide. Lily screamed and Don Hawken pulled her to the floor beneath him, in a noble but, he understood, useless gesture to save the life of his bride.