EVEN WITHOUT THE benefit of excessive lunchtime Chardonnay, Donald Hawken was feeling maudlin. But he didnt care. He rose from the couch where hed been sitting with Lily and embraced James Chilton, who was entering the living room of his vacation house in Hollister, carrying several more bottles of white wine. Chilton gripped him back, only mildly embarrassed. Lily chided her husband, Donald. Sorry, sorry, sorry. Hawken laughed. But I cant help it. The nightmares over. God, what youve been through. What weve all been through, Chilton said. The story of the psycho was all over the news. How the Mask Killer wasnt the boy but was really some crazy man whod been trying to avenge a posting that Chilton had put on his report several years ago. And he was actually going to shoot you on camera? Chilton lifted an eyebrow. Jesus our Lord, said Lily, looking paleand surprising Hawken, since she was a professed agnostic. But Lily, like her husband, was a bit tipsy too. Im sorry about that boy, Hawken said. He was an innocent victim. Maybe the saddest victim of all. Do you think hes still alive? Lily wondered. I doubt it, Chilton said grimly. Schaeffer would have to kill him. Leave no traces. Im heartsick about it. Hawken was pleased hed rejected the requestwell, from that Agent Dance it had almost been an orderto go back to San Diego. No way. He thought back to those dismal days when Sarah had died and James Chilton had sped to his side. This is what friends did. Breaking the pall that had descended, Lily said, Ive got an idea. Lets plan a picnic for tomorrow. Pat and I can cook. Love it, Chilton said. We know this beautiful park nearby. But Hawken wasnt through being maudlin. He lifted his glass of Sonoma-Cutrer. Heres to friends. To friends. They sipped. Lily, her pretty face crowned with curly golden hair, asked, Whenre they coming up? Pat and the kids? Chilton glanced at his watch. She left about fifteen minutes ago. Shell pick the boys up from camp. Then head up here. Shouldnt be too long. Hawken was amused. The Chiltons lived close to one of the most beautiful waterfronts in the world. And yet for their vacation house theyd chosen a rustic old place in the hills forty-five minutes inland, hills that were decidedly dusty and brown. Yet the place was quiet and peaceful. Y ningunos turistas. A relief after summertime Carmel, filled to the gills with out-of-towners. Okay, Hawken announced. I cant wait any longer. Cant wait? Chilton asked, a perplexed smile on his face. What I told you I was bringing. Oh, the painting? Really, Don. You dont need to do that. Its not need. Its something I want to do. Hawken went into the guest bedroom where he and Lily were staying and returned with a small canvas, an impressionistic painting of a blue swan on a darker blue background. His late wife, Sarah, had bought it in San Diego or La Jolla. One day, while Jim Chilton was in Southern California to help after her death, Hawken had found the man staring at the painting admiringly. Hawken had decided at that moment that someday hed give the art- work to his friend, in gratitude for all hed done during those terrible times. Now, the three of them gazed at the bird taking off from the water. Its beautiful, Chilton said. He propped the painting up on the mantel. Thank you. Hawken, now a half glass of wine more maudlin yet, was lifting his glass to make a toast when a door squeaked in the kitchen. Oh, he said, smiling. Is that Pat? But Chilton was frowning. She couldnt be here that fast. But I heard something. Didnt you? The blogger nodded. I did, yes. Then, looking toward the doorway, Lily said, Theres somebody there. Im sure. She was frowning. I hear footsteps. Maybe Chilton began. But his words were cut off as Lily screamed. Hawken spun around, dropping his wineglass, which shattered loudly. A boy in his late teens, hair askew, face dotted with acne, stood in the doorway. He seemed stoned. He was blinking and looking around, disoriented. In his hand was a pistol. Shit, Hawken thought, they hadnt locked the back door when theyd arrived. This kid had wandered inside to rob them. Gangs. Had to be gangs. What do you want? Hawken whispered. Money? Well give you money! The boy continued to squint. His eyes settled on Jim Chilton and narrowed. Then Donald Hawken gasped. Its the boy from the blog! Travis Brigham! Skinnier and paler than in the pictures on TV. But there was no doubt. He wasnt dead. What was this all about? But one thing he understood: The boy was here to shoot his friend Jim Chilton. Lily grabbed her husbands arm. No! Dont hurt him, Travis, Hawken cried and felt an urge to step in front of Chilton, to protect him. Only his wifes grip kept him from doing so. The boy took a step closer to Chilton. He blinked, then looked awaytoward Hawken and Lily. He asked in a weak voice, Theyre the ones you want me to kill? What did he mean? And James Chilton whispered, Thats right, Travis. Go ahead and do what you agreed. Shoot. SQUINTING AGAINST THE raw light that stung his eyes like salt, Travis Brigham stared at the couplethe people his captor had told him, in the basement a half hour ago, he had to kill: Donald and Lily. His kidnapper had explained that theyd be arriving soon and would be upstairsin this house, the very one whose basement hed spent the past three or four days in. Travis couldnt understand why his kidnapper wanted them dead. But that didnt matter. All that mattered was keeping his family alive. Travis, did you bring me Ms? He lifted the gun, aimed at them. As the couple blurted words he hardly heard, he tried to hold the weapon steady. This took all his effort. After days of being chained to a bed, he was weak as a bird. Even the climb up the stairs had been a chore. The gun was weaving. No, please no! someone cried, the man or the woman. He couldnt tell. He was confused, disoriented by the glaring light. It stung his eyes. Travis aimed at the man and woman, but still, he kept wondering: Who are they, Donald and Lily? In the basement the man had said, Look at them like characters in that game you play. DimensionQuest. Donald and Lilyre only avatars, nothing more than that. But these people sobbing in front of him werent avatars. They were real. And they seemed to be his captors friendsat least in their minds. Whats going on? Please, dont hurt us. From Lily. James, please! But the manJames, it seemedjust kept his eyes, cool eyes, on Travis. Go ahead. Shoot! James, no! What are you saying? Travis steadied the gun, pointing it at Donald. He pulled back the hammer. Lily screamed. And then something in Traviss mind clicked. James? The boy from the blog. Roadside Crosses. Travis blinked. James Chilton? Was this the blogger? Travis, the captor said firmly, stepping behind him, pulling another gun from his back pocket. He touched it to Traviss head. Go ahead and do it. I told you not to say anything, dont ask questions. Just shoot! Travis asked Donald, Hes James Chilton? Yes, the man whispered. What, Travis wondered, was going on here? Chilton shoved the gun harder into Traviss skull. It hurt. Do it. Do it, or youll die. And your family will die. The boy lowered the gun. He shook his head. You dont have any friends at my house. You were lying to me. Youre doing this alone. If you dont do it, Ill kill you and then go to their house and kill them. I swear I will. Hawken cried, Jim! Is this for Gods sake, what is this? Lily cried uncontrollably. Travis Brigham understood now. Shoot them or not, he was dead. His family would be all right; Chilton had no interest in them. But he was dead. A faint laugh eased from his throat and he felt tears sting eyes already stinging from the sunlight. He thought of Caitlin, her beautiful eyes and smile. Thought of his mother. Thought of Sammy. And of all the terrible things that people had said about him in the blog. Yet hed done nothing wrong. His life was about nothing more than trying to get through school as best he could, to play a game that made him happy, to spend some time with his brother and look after the boy, to meet a girl who wouldnt mind that he was a geek with troubled skin. Travis had never in his life hurt anybody intentionally, never dissed anyone, never posted a bad word about them. And the whole world had attacked him. Whod care if he killed himself? Nobody. So Travis did the only thing he could. He lifted the gun to his own chin. Look at the luser, his life is epic FAIL!!! Traviss finger slipped around the trigger of the gun. He began to squeeze. The explosion was fiercely loud. Windows shook, acrid smoke filled the room, and a delicate porcelain cat tumbled from the mantelpiece and shattered on the hearth into dozens of pieces.