His father’s voice, so well remembered, had carried over the sounds of engine and gulls.

‘‘I knew you’d look after Seth, the three of you.’’

‘‘You didn’t have to die to test that out.’’ There was resentment in Ethan’s tone, an underlying anger he hadn’t allowed himself to admit while awake.

‘‘It wasn’t what I had in mind, either,’’ Ray said lightly, culling crabs from the pot under the float that Ethan had gaffed. His thick orange fisherman’s gloves glowed in the sun. ‘‘You can trust me on that. You got some good steamers here and plenty of sooks.’’

Ethan glanced at the wire pot full of crabs, automatically noting size and number. But it wasn’t the catch that mattered, not here, not now. ‘‘You want me to trust you, but you don’t explain.’’

Ray glanced back, tipping up the bright-red cap he wore over his dramatic silver mane. The wind tugged at his hair, teased the caricature of John Steinbeck gracing his loose T-shirt into rippling over his broad chest. The great American writer held a sign claiming he would work for food, but he didn’t look too happy about it.

In contrast, Ray Quinn glowed with health and energy, ruddy cheeks where deep creases only seemed to celebrate a full and contented mood of a vigorous man in his sixties with years yet to live.

‘‘You’ve got to find your own way, your own answers.’’ Ray smiled at Ethan out of brilliantly blue eyes, and Ethan could see the creases deepen around them. ‘‘It means more that way. I’m proud of you.’’

Ethan felt his throat burn, his heart squeeze. Routinely he rebaited the pot, then watched the orange floats bob on the water. ‘‘For what?’’

‘‘For being. Just for being Ethan.’’

‘‘I should’ve come around more. I shouldn’t have left you alone so much.’’

‘‘That’s a crock.’’ Now Ray’s voice was both irritated and impatient. ‘‘I wasn’t some old invalid. It’s going to piss me off if you think that way, blame yourself for not looking after me, for Christ’s sake. Same way you wanted to blame Cam for going off to live in Europe—and even Phillip for going off to Baltimore. Healthy birds leave the nest. Your mother and I raised healthy birds.’’

Before Ethan could speak, Ray raised a hand. It was such a typical gesture, the professor making a point and refusing interruption, that Ethan had to smile. ‘‘You missed them. That’s why you wanted to be mad at them. They left, you stayed, and you missed having them around. Well, you’ve got them back now, don’t you?’’

‘‘Looks that way.’’