Chapters (33)
There was no voice to that, not even words, but there was the exact intent of the words, and the meaning that they’d have formed if they’d been there. Adrana had said it was like the impression left over in silence after the sounds have been taken away, a kind of memory.
And I knew it was her. There wasn’t any process of consideration, of doubt, of waiting for more evidence. I knew better than anything in my life that it was my sister whispering to me through the skull.
It was Adrana and she was alive.
‘Yes,’ I sent back. ‘I’m here.’
I didn’t mean to sound cold, but the skull sucked the warmth out of every word that went in or out of it. It was like communicating through little black letters when you couldn’t use punctuation or capitals or any kind of emphasis. Like making words out of alphabet blocks.
But there was joy in me and I knew there was joy in Adrana, however cold and far away she felt to me.
But also worry.
‘Where are you?’ she asked, except it wasn’t really a question, not after the skull had thinned it out to a husk of pure information. ‘I thought you were dead, like the others. Garval said that you hid, but after they took Garval . . .’
‘I made it,’ I said. ‘A ship rescued me, took me back to Trevenza Reach, and now I’m on another one to Mazarile. I’m going to come and find you.’
‘No,’ she said. ‘You mustn’t. I got myself into this mess, and I’ll get out of it. I’ve dragged you into enough trouble already.’
‘You didn’t drag me into anything.’
‘Don’t do it, Fura. You’ve no idea of her cruelty. Whatever you think you know of her, it’s only a tiny part of what she’s capable of. I’ve seen it, believe me. And I know what she is now. I know what it means to be Bosa Sennen.’
‘I don’t care. I made a promise to myself.’
‘Please, Fura.’
I couldn’t take any more of her pleading. I disconnected from the skull and tugged the bridge from my head. It felt unreal, to have had this contact with her, to have broken it of my own accord. But I knew if I took any more of it she’d start putting sense into my head, and that wasn’t what I wanted. We both knew the other was alive, at least, and if there was any joy to be taken from the moment, that was where I took it from. Better to know she was still breathing, than dead.
Besides, there’d be other times. We were still nowhere near Mazarile. Provided I kept my cool, and the dice rolled in my favour a few times, I’d be able to talk to her again.