Back Recluse Save as PDF
Chapters (64)
  1. Recluse
  2. Dedication
  3. Book Description
  4. Also By Helen Hardt
  5. Praise For Helen Hardt
  6. Warning
  7. Prologue
  8. Charlie
  9. Roy
  10. Charlie
  11. Roy
  12. Charlie
  13. Roy
  14. Charlie
  15. Roy
  16. Charlie
  17. Roy
  18. Charlie
  19. Roy
  20. Charlie
  21. Roy
  22. Charlie
  23. Roy
  24. Charlie
  25. Roy
  26. Charlie
  27. Roy
  28. Charlie
  29. Roy
  30. Charlie
  31. Roy
  32. Charlie
  33. Roy
  34. Charlie
  35. Roy
  36. Charlie
  37. Roy
  38. Charlie
  39. Roy
  40. Charlie
  41. Roy
  42. Charlie
  43. Roy
  44. Charlie
  45. Roy
  46. Charlie
  47. Roy
  48. Charlie
  49. Roy
  50. Charlie
  51. Roy
  52. Charlie
  53. Roy
  54. Charlie
  55. Roy
  56. Charlie
  57. Roy
  58. Charlie
  59. Roy
  60. Charlie
  61. Epilogue
  62. A Note From Helen
  63. Acknowledgments
  64. About the Author

Silver was the color of the moon shining on snow-covered pine trees.

My eyes were dull gray.

I turned on the shower and waited until it began to steam up the mirror, covering the “silver” of my eyes. I dabbed some of the grapeseed oil on my body and then stepped under the warm pelting water.

Perfect. It felt perfect. I used the shampoo and body wash to thoroughly cleanse myself, and then I stepped out and turned off the water.

I wrapped a large bath towel around my body and looked again in the mirror. Something felt different, but I wasn’t sure what.

Then I realized. It was my skin. My skin felt…nice. Nice and moisturized. Usually I felt tight and itchy until I applied lotion all over my body.

What was different?

My gaze fell on the bottle of grapeseed oil. It had removed the paint and also left me feeling like I was on a tropical island. I smiled at myself.

This was turning out to be a great night.

I dried off and realized I hadn’t brought my clothes in with me. I toweled off my hair, wrapped another dry towel around my chest, and walked out to the bedroom to get my clothes.

Roy stood in the bedroom, holding a clean robe and smiling. “Here.”

“Thanks.” I walked back into the bathroom to put the robe on and laughed aloud. He’d just seen me naked. Why was I suddenly so modest?

I shed the towel and wrapped myself in the robe and went back out. The mural met my gaze. “Tell me about this.” I nodded toward it.

“Just something I threw together.”

“Just something you threw together? You’re kidding, right?”’

“Not really. I couldn’t sleep one night, so I got up, and this is the result.”

“It’s amazing, but you said you didn’t display your work here.”

“This is my bedroom. It’s hardly on display.”

“You mean you don’t… Never mind.”

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“All right.” Roy smiled. “Food will be here soon. Want something to drink?”

“Sure.”

“Beer? Wine? Water? Juice?”

“I think just water, thanks.”

“No problem. Come on out. We can eat in the kitchen.”

I followed him. He had removed his smock and washed his hands. He wore a gray V-neck T-shirt and looked absolutely scrumptious. His muscular forearms were a work of art.

“Have you ever painted yourself?” I asked.

“A self-portrait? No.”

“You should.”

“Why?”

“Because you’re so…”

He grinned. “So…what?”

“You know exactly how good-looking you are, Roy. You don’t need me to tell you.”

“What if I want you to tell me?” he teased.

Embarrassment welled in me. I could actually feel the warmth creeping up my cheeks. I hoped it was disguised by the redness from my recent shower.

“I’ve told you how beautiful you are, Charlie.”

He had, at that.

“You told me you’re an artist,” he continued.