Chapters (27)
Her eyes sparkled with tears. “I’m so sorry, Luke,” she whispered. “I’m so very, very sorry. Can you ever forgive me?”
“I forgave you years ago. You were nineteen. You didn’t owe me anything.”
She reached over and rested her hand on top of his. “I owed you so much more than what you got from me after four magical summers together.”
The brush of her skin against his brought back a flood of sweet memories, the sweetest of all memories. He turned his hand so hers was caught between both of his, and the emotion hit him so hard it took his breath away. Suddenly, it became urgent that he leave before he said or did something he’d regret. “It was good to see you, Syd.”
“Thanks for checking on me.”
Luke grimaced. “Checking is a much nicer word than stalking.”
She squeezed his hand. “It touched me last summer to know you were here, that you cared, despite the way we left things. I hope you understand I wasn’t ready yet…”
“Please. Of course I understand.”
“Will you come back again?”
Startled by the question, Luke said, “Do you want me to?”
“I missed my friend Luke. I never stopped missing him.”
Overwhelmed by her, he couldn’t find the words.
“I can see I’ve caught you off guard. I’ve been doing that to people a lot lately. Ever since the accident, I don’t see much reason to hold back. Life is short. What’s the point of hedging?”
“No point, I guess.”
“I don’t mean to shock you.”
“You haven’t shocked me so much as given me a lot to think about.”
“Do you accept my apology?”
He nodded. “Clean slate.”
“That’s far more than I deserve.”
“The slate is clean, remember?”
She smiled at him the way she used to when she still loved him, and Luke swore his heart stopped for an instant.
He forced himself to release her hand, to get up, to walk down the stairs, to make his escape while he still could. He’d made it to the lawn on the way to the beach when she called out to him.
“Come back, Luke. Please come back again.”
Luke waved to show he’d heard her and continued toward the shore on what used to be his well-worn path between her yard and the beach. His old rowboat, the same boat he’d had way back when, waited for him to make the trek across the salt pond to the same small house he’d once shared with his mother. Her illness had kept him tied to the island when Sydney and his other friends were leaving for college.