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Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. BIBLIOGRAPHICAL NOTE
  6. ILLUSTRATIONS
  7. I
  8. II
  9. III
  10. IV
  11. V
  12. VI
  13. VII
  14. VIII
  15. IX
  16. X
  17. XI
  18. XII
  19. XIII
  20. XIV
  21. XV
  22. XVI
  23. XVII
  24. XVIII
  25. XIX
  26. XX
  27. XXI
  28. XXII
  29. XXIII
  30. XXIV
  31. XXV
  32. XXVI
  33. XXVII
  34. XXVIII
  35. XXIX
  36. XXX
  37. XXXI
  38. XXXII
  39. XXXIII
  40. XXXIV
  41. XXXV
  42. XXXVI
  43. XXXVII
  44. XXXVIII
  45. XXXIX
  46. XL
  47. XLI
  48. XLII
  49. XLIII
  50. XLIV
  51. XLV
  52. XLVI
  53. XLVII
  54. XLVIII
  55. XLIX
  56. L
  57. LI
  58. LII
  59. LIII
  60. LIV
  61. LV
  62. LVI
  63. LVII
  64. LVIII
  65. LIX
  66. LX
  67. LXI
  68. LXII
  69. LXIII
  70. LXIV
  71. LXV
  72. LXVI
  73. LXVII
  74. LXVIII
  75. LXIX

“You hear no excuse from Nathaniel himself. He’s the only one who makes none. But we know what was in his mind. He believed what was told him by the woman he loved, who wasn’t a fool. She believed it herself, and so did every experienced officer and old soldier in the British army. Why shouldn’t Nathaniel believe it? They made him believe it! They all believed the cause of the colonies was lost, and all who fought in that cause were doomed—that there was no hope left for the American army or for the American people; and so the sooner the American people knew it and stopped fighting, the better it would be for them. Nathaniel was helpless except to stay where he was—and ah, that was where the woman he loved was, too, General—but he thought that if he stayed, he might help his mother, his sisters, his father, his brother, and all his own people at home, when the war was at an end. Ah, but I believe you understand this, General. I do believe you do.”

Arnold frowned. “Oh, understand it! Understand it!” he said harshly. “Anybody can understand a man’s behaving as Merrill has, since he believed what you say he did, The trouble is to understand his believing such nonsense, even though he heard it from a handsome woman!” He laughed angrily and added, “Yes, and from experienced British officers! Good God!”

He breathed heavily, glaring from one to the other of us. Then, irascibly, he said to Nathaniel, “Well, what was it they told you? What were their reasons for thinking the cause of the colonies was lost?”

We looked expectantly at Nathaniel. He sighed and said nothing. Ellen sank to her knees beside him and seized his hand. “Nathaniel!” she whispered. “Nathaniel! Didn’t you hear? We’re waiting for you to speak! We came here with you! We’re helping you, and you’re not helping us! They’re all waiting! Your mother! Your sisters!”

Nathaniel looked at Arnold. “They had a thousand reasons. All the old reasons.”

His eyes were fixed on the floor.

“Well, let’s have ’em,” Arnold said. Once more Ellen seized Nathaniel’s hand.