Back Rabble in Arms
Chapters (75)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Dedication
  5. BIBLIOGRAPHICAL NOTE
  6. ILLUSTRATIONS
  7. I
  8. II
  9. III
  10. IV
  11. V
  12. VI
  13. VII
  14. VIII
  15. IX
  16. X
  17. XI
  18. XII
  19. XIII
  20. XIV
  21. XV
  22. XVI
  23. XVII
  24. XVIII
  25. XIX
  26. XX
  27. XXI
  28. XXII
  29. XXIII
  30. XXIV
  31. XXV
  32. XXVI
  33. XXVII
  34. XXVIII
  35. XXIX
  36. XXX
  37. XXXI
  38. XXXII
  39. XXXIII
  40. XXXIV
  41. XXXV
  42. XXXVI
  43. XXXVII
  44. XXXVIII
  45. XXXIX
  46. XL
  47. XLI
  48. XLII
  49. XLIII
  50. XLIV
  51. XLV
  52. XLVI
  53. XLVII
  54. XLVIII
  55. XLIX
  56. L
  57. LI
  58. LII
  59. LIII
  60. LIV
  61. LV
  62. LVI
  63. LVII
  64. LVIII
  65. LIX
  66. LX
  67. LXI
  68. LXII
  69. LXIII
  70. LXIV
  71. LXV
  72. LXVI
  73. LXVII
  74. LXVIII
  75. LXIX

“Nathaniel,” I said, and I contrived to keep my voice gentle, “come with us! In lots of ways, there isn’t anything more important in life than being able to say ‘I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.’ It’s better to die with your own people than to live in torment forever for leaving them when they need you most.”

Nathaniel caught my wrist. “I’m not leaving them. Damn it, Peter, but you’re stubborn! I’m working for them! Look here—you don’t know what’s happening! You show it when you talk about our own people! There’s twenty-five thousand Loyalists under arms, Peter, fighting to keep America from being wasted and thrown away by lunatic Congressmen! Twenty-five thousand—as many as there are in the whole Continental Army! Aren’t they our people too? Aren’t they fighting the good fight? Aren’t they keeping the faith? Certainly they are! Major Peters, the commander of Burgoyne’s Canadians—he’s a Yale graduate; a fine fellow. There’s the Jessups and the DeLanceys and the Van Courtlands and—–”

Doc Means put his head out of the tent. The buffalo horns on his shaman’s headdress waggled, giving him an uncanny look. “This ain’t getting us nowhere,” he said, in a voice strangely mild for one of his hideous aspect.

“For God’s sake, Peter,” Nathaniel persisted, “can’t you see I know what I’m talking about? I don’t want you hanged!”

As Doc had said, we were getting nowhere: there was nothing to do but go. “I know you don’t, Nathaniel,” I said. “You’re thinking of my welfare, just as I’m thinking of yours. Now there’s something I want you to remember. We’re desperate, Doc and I. We’re going through to the American lines tonight. Of course you know that one careless word or one small scream out of any one of you, before we’re started, might put an end to all our chances.” I looked at him expectantly.

Nathaniel nodded.

“Very well,” I said, and I drew him back with me inside the tent. Then, although I spoke to Nathaniel, my words were intended for Marie de Sabrevois. “Since that’s understood, you’ll understand this, too: in spite of the two hundred Albany Tories who’ll be hanged if we don’t get through, I’m going to take a few ordinary precautions, even though they may seem unnecessary and even unpleasant. Remember I don’t want a sound from you, Nathaniel, or from that Indian woman there—or from any other!”