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  1. CONTENTS
  2. I. POP/MOM/MOON
  3. Stavros Chas 1204EisenhwerAv
  4. II. JILL
  5. III. SKEETER
  6. BEATITUDES OF SKEETER
  7. IV. MIM
  8. ARSON SUSPECTED IN PENN VILLAS BLAZE
  9. Books by John Updike

“They?” Harry has known the other man by sight and name for years but still is not quite easy, talking to a black; there always seems to be some joke involved, that he doesn’t quite get.

“The world, man.”

“Not bad.”

Buchanan stands there blinking, studying, jiggling up and down on his feet engagingly. Hard to tell how old they are. He might be thirty-five, he might be sixty. On his upper lip he wears the smallest possible black mustache, smaller than a type brush. His color is ashy, without any shine to it, whereas the other shop Negro, Farnsworth, looks shoe-polished and twinkles among the printing machinery, under the steady shadowless light. “But not good, huh?”

“I’m not sleeping so good,” Rabbit does confess. He has an itch, these days, to confess, to spill, he is so much alone.

“Your old lady still shackin’ up across town?”

Everybody knows. Niggers, coolies, derelicts, morons. Numbers writers, bus conductors, beauty shop operators, the entire brick city of Brewer. VERITY EMPLOYEE NAMED CUCKOLD OF WEEK. Angstrom Accepts Official Horns from Mayor. “I’m living alone,” Harry admits, adding, “with the kid.”

“How about that,” Buchanan says, lightly rocking. “How about that?”

Rabbit says weakly, “Until things straighten out.”

“Gettin’ any tail?”

Harry must look startled, for Buchanan hastens to explain, “Man has to have tail. Where’s your dad these days?” The question flows from the assertion immediately, though it doesn’t seem to follow.

Rabbit says, puzzled, offended, but because Buchanan is a Negro not knowing how to evade him, “He’s taking two weeks off so he can drive my mother back and forth to the hospital for some tests.”

“Yeass.” Buchanan mulls, the two pushed-out cushions of his mouth appearing to commune with each other through a hum; then a new thought darts out through them, making his mustache jig. “Your dad is a real pal to you, that’s a wonderful thing. That is a truly wonderful thing. I never had a dad like that, I knew who the man was, he was around town, but he was never my dad in the sense your dad is your dad. He was never my pal like that.”

Harry hangs uncertainly, not knowing if he should commiserate or laugh. “Well,” he decides to confess, “he’s sort of a pal, and sort of a pain in the neck.”

Buchanan likes the remark, even though he goes through peppery motions of rejecting it. “Oh, never say that now. You just be grateful you have a dad that cares. You don’t know, man, how lucky you have it. Just ’cause your wife’s gettin’ her ass looked after elsewhere don’t mean the whole world is come to some bad end. You should be havin’ your tail, is all. You’re a big fella.”

Distaste and excitement contend in Harry; he feels tall and pale beside Buchanan, and feminine, a tingling target of fun and tenderness and avarice mixed. Talking to Negroes makes him feel itchy, up behind the eyeballs, maybe because theirs look so semi-liquid and yellow in the white and sore. Their whole beings seem lubricated in pain. “I’ll manage,” he says reluctantly, thinking of Peggy Fosnacht.